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i went to wrong road, wrong way... but i did not blame anyone... at first, i blamed my mummy... she is the one who always said that Accounting good for me... what good things??? she replied... good for future.. good for family's budget...( if my future husband don't know about accounting stuff) lol =P good to know the whole world economics.. and whatsoever larh.. haha..=P i was naive... i just listen to her... then.. i have this boy.. which is my long lost friend... actually he was my boyfriend before.. he also in accounting course.. he promised me to study together until graduate.. but he left me..yup...of course i am very sad.... then i also blame him for not commit this promise.. =( i was so so so so naive.. my brain so immature... always listen to others... what i got after that??? do you know??? now i am suffering...no one knows...i mean outside people.. only my family know it.. i am suffering... finishing this accounting course.. because i told ...

i remembered it was on Monday... hehe... i woke up early to get MCD free Egg McMuffin burger.. fuyoh, i still can imagine, so many people are lining up... i am the 0117 person.. ^O^ i still can get... then i go to ampang park and take one more.. =P that is for my lunch... weeeee..i never spend money for that day... ehh...got... only rm1.. lol... for the drinks.. =P xD at ampang park, i was 0438, heh i still remember... very nice day lorh... i with my sister... lol.. she is so funny... why i can get a friend who is so funny... lol i got another friend also funny... haha.. both of them also funny... lol... and sun newspaper got free MCD burger... later i will take too...i want to take but no time to take.. =( i usually take for my daddy wan... hmm =( if i know i take.. hurm... anyways, got to study now... i will blog later.... =)

sometimes there is a happiness... sometimes there is a sadness.... human cannot be always happy... human cannot be always sad.... you know??? human is 50%... that's why they are not perfect... if you accept the person you love... then accept him or her 50%.... don't let go that person until you feel that he or she is not suitable with you... but try your best no matter what... you might not miss the boat... treasure those people beside you... if you have anything, just tell him or her... do not lie, do not ignore, and do not hurt.... i want to experience more... but i am not fully grown yet.... this is what i learnt so far... and never look down at people... because one day they are up there.... you will realize and regret.... the thing that you can't change... what do you think??? time.... what you is already over... you cannot reverse...so be careful on your own actions.. sorry is not really can cure people... promises is not mean to be bre...

these few days don't know why i can dream so many bad things... why o??? is it i too tired of doing assignment and study for test... or thinking and dreaming the boy i love too much??? lol... you know what i dream??? i dream about people killing about another person.. -_-'' i also don't know why i can dream like this.. and also... this afternoon... when i come back from The Curve, i asleep on my parents bed.. and i suddenly dream until cannot wake up.. i don't know how to manage it.. then i jump out from the bed... thinking that i should study for my test... suddenly don't have mood... then the mood come back.. it is like these few days i have different feelings.. something is going to happen to me.. i don't know what is it.. i hope everything will be fine... everyone will be ok.... i just have day dream.... now i have to go study for my test tomorrow... tomorrow is a tough day... passing up my assignment, test.. and results out... =( w...

most of everyone here asking me to forget about you.. but i still cannot forget you.. i keep my feelings inside... i don't know when only you realize that this girl actually wants you.. err..where are you now??? sleeping??? i am not desperate in having you.. just that... how can i forget you??? you told me that we are not mean to be together.. but i don't think so.. some people from overseas, they can be together in the end.. i don't understand.. i don't know when is my fate coming.. but i hope i don't suffer anymore... i don't like suffering... my heart hurts when i think about you.. i want to forget you... but my feelings told me don't.. my mind told me don't... why??? i don't know... they keep on reminding me of you... arghh..this is what i don't like... i also don't know why i like you so much.. maybe our memories i cannot forget??? actually i forget most of it already.. but why i still like you??? i don't know.....

i don't care how people see me... just let me tell everyone.. i am not desperate having boyfriend.. i just have deep feelings for this boy... i always hope he will come back to my side... i keep on waiting for him no matter what.. just that, i hope he will find me back one day.. i really like him... i really love him... actually i thought of giving up... i tried my super best... more than 100% but still cannot... sometimes will think back about him... i felt very depress.. no one will understand my feelings.. why??? some people never experience before.. but one of my friend, her name is Natalie.. she understands my feelings... i feel happy when she gave me directions now i want to wish someone... i don't know why i still love him... do you know what is his name??? his name is Ronald Liang... his full name is Ronald Tan Liang... i really love him... he stays in Penang... i know i did many wrong things to him... sometimes i got control him... for example, ...

another 3 more days... it will be my saddest day... i don't want to say out.. if i say out, it will not come true... i will just talk inside my heart... maybe on that day..i will post something nice here for someone... i wish that 'someone' will be happy on that day... enjoy the day... i hope i can feel that person happiness too.. i also hope that person will come back to me one day... i can't stop thinking of that person... another 3 more days.. now the time goes so slow.. i want it to be fast... it's already november... and currently i am not feeling well.. i don't mind,i still want to do something in 3 days time.. i don't care what people think about me.. this is my life... my mind think a lots of things... but i am focusing on my career as well... i know who am I already... pray for me... all  the best for myself... love you... =)

hey.... listen this... =) doesn't mean that i am good to you, i like you... doesn't mean that i am hiding something from you, i am lying you... doesn't mean that i like playing with you, i got feelings for you.... doesn't mean that my words to you are true...it might be false... doesn't mean that my actions show that i am ignoring you, you don't like it... i might be busy... wanting to achieve my career... i... don't like... selfish people... selfish people as in always think for another person only... and don't really bother of someone else unless that person go somewhere else... sometimes, bare in mind... i don't like people making plan B... because it is like a lie.... but it's ok....people do plan B, why can't I do??? =) this is people life... so my life also can be like this.... what people do to me, i sure will do it back.. it's not i bad.... some people has two faces... in front of you, they are so good... but behind...

i was in the air... flying for you.... wondering are you still over there... ^O^ i missed you so much like a rain falling down to the earth.... for thousand years i have been waiting.... you silently come to see me, but i didn't realize... sometimes people might misunderstand... but i do not mind, i wish i can let my feelings to be like this all the time... happy face divide sad face equal neutral face.... the feeling of missing you is the same thing... where have you been??? i am still hugging you from the start to the end.... holding you every night like a baby.. wishing that i can't let you go... i like i like and i like. ^O^ and now i am still awake... because my feelings still feel confused... take care everyone... i am just confessing my feelings to everyone..=) good nights to everyone.. ^O^

i don't know how people's attitude and behaviour nowadays... sometimes i cannot bare it anymore... some people might just think of themselves first... they might never realize how is other people feelings.. ok now... i am going to say this before i go do my work.. why can't people understand their attitude and behaviour... i cannot believe some of them never think they were wrong until they did it... this is called what??? people giving advise, we should listen.. but some people just think they are correct.. they never learn... i don't know why... people do this that in public, people scold them... but they just can't realize.. they also think they are correct... those people are giving advise, and say for your own good... sometimes, people will think of his/her girlfriend/boyfriend first instead of parents.. leaving parents behind is not a good thing... i have learnt since last year... family only will care for you no matter what happens... friends...

. BRAIN  D AMAGING HABITS     1.No Breakfast. People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level. This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration. 2.Overeating. It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power. 3.Smoking It causes multiple brain shrink age and may lead to Alzheimer disease. 4.High Sugar consumption. Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development. 5.Air Pollution. The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our 20 body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency. 6.Sleep Deprivation. Sleep allows our brain to rest... Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells... 7.Head covered whi...

sometimes we must not let people to go on top of your head.. they want you to accompany them when they are alone or feel lonely.. sometimes they will sms or call you... sometimes they will sms a few times if you don't reply on the spot... sometimes even worst... when you don't reply, they will call you... and what??? when they are with other people... they don't even bother you... no sms, no call.. nothing... totally empty.... what is this called??? when a person need you, then just inform you.. don't need you, then just ignore you... what kind of person is this.... i don't care whoever read here.. many people is treating me like this nowadays... i think i also need to do like this... people don't really care my feelings.. fine.. i also don't care your feelings... how you feel if you were me??? better you go your own life, and i go mine right??? and another thing... when people need help , they will ask for help... they are being s...

Let me start my words before i begin... ^O^ feelings is through your heart, vision is through your eyes, smell is through your nose, taste is through your mouth hearing is through your ear, the soul is surround you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The tears flow through the eyes.. When it is so obvious to be seen.. The vision of the shadow has turn darker and darker.. Since when I can see you from the sky, The clock is still flying, How I wish I can stop all the time, To see you Again, Once glance, my heart is beating faster and faster, I am not sure whether I have the real feelings for you, I do not want to make the same mistakes again The rain has flows to much in my heart, Wondering my heart still can afford to get hurt, But I wish there is someone always right there for me I wish I am not in the fairytales anymore Because I had fallen in love for you:) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ make the right choice in your life.. how??? listen to your soul, your eyes ...

(Okay, o-o-okay, okay, o-o-okay) I couldn't live without you, no. Couldn't see myself without you but it's over now. I'm lost when I'm without you, yeah. My heart just doesn't beat the same, I ain't got no one to blame. And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own. Like the lyrics of a sad song, Mine was feeling so wrong. If you could only hear the words I say. When your heart beats beside me. Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay. You'll be okay. (Okay, o-o-okay, okay, o-o-okay) If I could turn back to us (Mm, oh) Then maybe I could change the way I was. Just to prove it to us, I can be all the man you need. And you're still the only woman for me. And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own. Like the lyrics of a sad song, Mine was feeling so wrong. If you could only hear the words I say. When your heart beats beside me. Without you, I can finally, I just want to he...

i really don't like conflicts... i don't know how to handle myself in any situations.. i feel myself useless.. but i now i know how to handle myself... i wish i could success in the future... i have to work hard... i want to delete every bad things... bad things that make people misunderstand me.. bad things that i accidentally hurt people... i should improve myself... my counselor told me.. i have no problem in living alone... i can be lonely because music accompany me music can be my best friend... although i cannot accept what i have learn today from my counselor.. but she is doing this for my own good.. so i must take her advice... wish me good luck ya.... God bless you all. =)