problem???

most of everyone here asking me to forget about you..
but i still cannot forget you..
i keep my feelings inside...
i don't know when only you realize that this girl actually wants you..
err..where are you now???
sleeping???
i am not desperate in having you..
just that... how can i forget you???
you told me that we are not mean to be together..
but i don't think so..
some people from overseas, they can be together in the end..
i don't understand..
i don't know when is my fate coming..
but i hope i don't suffer anymore...
i don't like suffering... my heart hurts when i think about you..
i want to forget you... but my feelings told me don't..
my mind told me don't... why???
i don't know... they keep on reminding me of you...
arghh..this is what i don't like...
i also don't know why i like you so much..
maybe our memories i cannot forget???
actually i forget most of it already.. but why i still like you???
i don't know.. don't ask me..
ask my feelings??? my feelings cannot talk... it is inside my heart..lol...
fine... i will wait till you graduate...
i unblock you because i know...
if you want to see me also you will see me..
no matter what i do...
but i plan my future already...
after my diploma, i don't want to study accounting anymore..
i want to go for music industry..
i have to earn more money. to support my family...
this is what i want..
i hope you come back to me one day...
and most importantly..
i hope God knows that i really love him... =')

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