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people who think that i am stupid, low standard in my life, low status, everything down, and even look down at me~~ YOU BETTER WATCHED OUT!! some people just do not understand people feelings~~ WHY WHY WHY AND WHY WHY???!!! People do apologize for their mistakes, people do mistakes! People do wrong in their studies, some are not so intelligent! People are not perfect! God created us! WE ARE NOT PERFECT! FINE! If you want to find someone perfect as your friend, lover, or whosoever~ then you ARE WRONG! NO ONE IN THIS WORLD IS PERFECT! I HATE IT! I am so going to do my revision now~ at 10.00pm I am going to watch television for an hour and continue my revision~ well~ my business subjects are weak!! I am so going to cope up and do my best in every subjects for the new semester! I AM SO GOING TO WIN THOSE WHO LOOK AT DOWN ME IN MY STUDIES AND MY CURRENT STATUS NOW! GET LOST IF I AM 'UP' NEXT TIME! I ONLY CARE THOSE WHO TREAT ME NICE!!!!! BEACHES!!!

 It's been 1 year plus already... you just want to let go like this??? ='( just to tell you... i really love you...please do not  leave me... last time when i was in high school and form 1, i have a boyfriend too. i got hurt quite badly and he disappointed me. So,  I tell myself do not get into a relationship until I finish study... I have been single around 3 years since high school. Now, I'm 18 years old and I really love this boy. I really do not want him to leave me like that. Even though, we have not meet yet but I keep thinking just awhile only. I hope he can wait for me too. The problem now is I cannot go to his place NOW! IT'S MY SEMESTER BREAK! I cried whole night thinking 'why my parent just do not want me to go and visit my beloved???' They do not know that I have a boyfriend. then my mum keeps asking me to study 1st. Not easy to get a kind boy okey. He is seriously my type. Whenever I feel sad or lonely, he is always there for me. He ...

If one day I really like him…. If one day I really love him…. What should I do??? If one day I keep thinking of him… If one day I keep dreaming of him… What’s the meaning of that??? If one day, my heart beat very fast… If one day, my dream just dream of him… What should I do??? If one day, my feelings never change… If one day, my dreams never change… What’s the meaning of that??? If one day, I meet him… If one day, I talk to him… What’s the relationship??? If one day, I am sad because of him… If one day, I cry because of him… What’s the feeling??? If one day, I see him standing alone… If one day, I see him reading… What should I do??? If one day, I see him talking with another girl… If one day, I see him walking with another… What’s the feeling??? So many things happen in life…I can’t list out everything… Those who have admires only they can feel the feelings… ...

i want say... this is not a fairytale... and we are not in heaven... and we are not in dream... and we are not in wonderland... i want do... that I'm hugging you.. that I'm laying on you... that I'm smiling to you... that I'm playing with you.. that I'm spending whole time with you... I want make... something nice for you.. example... cook for you.. try to make pudding for you.. bake a cake.. make buns.. and many more...=3 I wish that... I want stay with you.. I want see you every single day... I want work with you.. I want take care of you... I want go out with you.. I want in a relationship with you... I want engage with you.. I want marry you.. and I want you forever..=3 this is not my 3 wishes...i cannot tell out..because too many.. but I hope..i can achieve these all...^_^ can stay with my love once and mummy daddy...<3

i'm truly sorry on what i have done to you, no matter what i done bad things to you before, i hope you will forgive me one day, maybe now you still cannot accept, i just don't dare to say these all to you, and i don't know you got read or not, this holiday, my semester break, i want to do revision for my business subjects, i'm  very weak in this few subjects, and i don't know how long only i can forget you..='( until now,i still miss you, i want to hear your voice, i know you are busy, the thing that i angry is just why you can go out with cousins....='( this make me angry, because you tell me busy, but you never say this.. i thought you are working, but you lied me, how can go out with cousin on that day, we, just need to talk to settle this problem, but you keep ignoring my calls and text message that day, how i want to explain to you, and you just ignore me like this.. what do you mean by this?? last time you ignore me like this al...