depress feeling..=(
It's been 1 year plus already...
you just want to let go like this??? ='(
just to tell you...
i really love you...please do not leave me...
last time when i was in high school and form 1, i have a boyfriend too.
i got hurt quite badly and he disappointed me. So, I tell myself do not get into a relationship until I finish study...
I have been single around 3 years since high school. Now, I'm 18 years old and I really love this boy. I really do not want him to leave me like that. Even though, we have not meet yet but I keep thinking just awhile only. I hope he can wait for me too. The problem now is I cannot go to his place NOW! IT'S MY SEMESTER BREAK! I cried whole night thinking 'why my parent just do not want me to go and visit my beloved???' They do not know that I have a boyfriend. then my mum keeps asking me to study 1st. Not easy to get a kind boy okey. He is seriously my type. Whenever I feel sad or lonely, he is always there for me. He did not even count anything from me. I seriously love him. I do not want him to leave me anymore. I do not want to hurt myself again. Love is torturing. I know. But I just cannot help it because I had fallen in love with him. I told him before that, will he wait for me??? he said yes but do not know how long can wait.. I know it's been already 8 months nearly 9 months. I am torturing too. But we need to be strong and stay together. Always trust and be honest to each other. Remember, this time we suffer, after 2 years, I will be going there and stay with you until marry. My aim now is to be a successful Accountant. I just want to aim for Diploma in my studies. I do not want to continue my studies after Diploma. I will go to the place and stay with him. I will work there too. Then, if I have enough experiences, I will further my studies to Degree. So now, my aim, study harder, try to get a good results. I have to let my parent happy. I will tell them everything in future why I want to stop study and go to that place. Because I cannot wait anymore. After my Diploma, I seriously will go there and stay with him. No matter what happens, I would not let him go. I love him so much. Please do not leave me. I do not want to get hurt anymore......You are only my last person and partner in my life now....=">
take care of yourself for this 2 years. When we have chance we can meet. I will go there and find you whenever I have chance and you come here, I will eventually find you. After 2 years, I will take care of you. Do not worry. I know what to do anything for you. <3 I LOVE YOU.. PLEASE DO NOT HURT ME AGAIN..
you just want to let go like this??? ='(
just to tell you...
i really love you...please do not leave me...
last time when i was in high school and form 1, i have a boyfriend too.
i got hurt quite badly and he disappointed me. So, I tell myself do not get into a relationship until I finish study...
I have been single around 3 years since high school. Now, I'm 18 years old and I really love this boy. I really do not want him to leave me like that. Even though, we have not meet yet but I keep thinking just awhile only. I hope he can wait for me too. The problem now is I cannot go to his place NOW! IT'S MY SEMESTER BREAK! I cried whole night thinking 'why my parent just do not want me to go and visit my beloved???' They do not know that I have a boyfriend. then my mum keeps asking me to study 1st. Not easy to get a kind boy okey. He is seriously my type. Whenever I feel sad or lonely, he is always there for me. He did not even count anything from me. I seriously love him. I do not want him to leave me anymore. I do not want to hurt myself again. Love is torturing. I know. But I just cannot help it because I had fallen in love with him. I told him before that, will he wait for me??? he said yes but do not know how long can wait.. I know it's been already 8 months nearly 9 months. I am torturing too. But we need to be strong and stay together. Always trust and be honest to each other. Remember, this time we suffer, after 2 years, I will be going there and stay with you until marry. My aim now is to be a successful Accountant. I just want to aim for Diploma in my studies. I do not want to continue my studies after Diploma. I will go to the place and stay with him. I will work there too. Then, if I have enough experiences, I will further my studies to Degree. So now, my aim, study harder, try to get a good results. I have to let my parent happy. I will tell them everything in future why I want to stop study and go to that place. Because I cannot wait anymore. After my Diploma, I seriously will go there and stay with him. No matter what happens, I would not let him go. I love him so much. Please do not leave me. I do not want to get hurt anymore......You are only my last person and partner in my life now....=">
take care of yourself for this 2 years. When we have chance we can meet. I will go there and find you whenever I have chance and you come here, I will eventually find you. After 2 years, I will take care of you. Do not worry. I know what to do anything for you. <3 I LOVE YOU.. PLEASE DO NOT HURT ME AGAIN..
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