this words i wanna say

i'm truly sorry on what i have done to you,
no matter what i done bad things to you before,
i hope you will forgive me one day,
maybe now you still cannot accept,
i just don't dare to say these all to you,
and i don't know you got read or not,
this holiday, my semester break,
i want to do revision for my business subjects,
i'm  very weak in this few subjects,
and i don't know how long only i can forget you..='(
until now,i still miss you,
i want to hear your voice,
i know you are busy,
the thing that i angry is just why you can go out with cousins....='(
this make me angry, because you tell me busy,
but you never say this..
i thought you are working,
but you lied me,
how can go out with cousin on that day,
we, just need to talk to settle this problem,
but you keep ignoring my calls and text message that day,
how i want to explain to you,
and you just ignore me like this..
what do you mean by this??
last time you ignore me like this also..='(
i know this time i got do wrong,
but what i done this time, i really know i wrong already,
and you promised me won't leave me alone...
now i'm so lonely...='(
i talk to other friends also not interested....
just friend only..
i know because of my attitude,
you cannot stand right???
give me some time to be mature lar..=)
one day i sure can be mature wan...
i don't know you got come view my blog,
but i just express my feeling here....
you take care and good luck lor har...
see you in future...=)