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i really hate people making promise, then didn't do it... hate them so much.. feeling like whacking them properly and nicely... damn pissed off whenever they break promise.. you know my face will turn to black??? don't do stupid thing in front of me... don't lie to me... do NOT ever lie to me.. if not i will not trust you anymore... ONE time... it's enough..enough hurt.. yarhh.. i keep inside my heart.... but true is i won't forget what you did to me... seriously i'm like a dumb ass sending you things and wishing you can give me back something... damn pissed off... you could have said i'm going for class, or i'm busy, couldn't meet you... next time when i see you.. i don't say hi to you.. how you feel??? sometimes, you are one kind person..... really... i don't understand you.. you even off your phone... =___='' whenever someone calls you, there will be a voicemail.. do you know people it so much??? urgent or important...

mummy went to cruise with her friends... 1st brother went to Port Dickson with his friends... 2nd brother went outstation for work... except daddy and I at home.... haizzz... i feel so lonely without them around... eventhough i got daddy.. but i still feel the house quite quiet... no laughing, no fighting, no arguing.. LOL... no happy happy.. haha... =P xD... hmm... if time pass very fast, then i have no time to do revision for my exam... i still has many things to do.. you see now what time??? nearly 4am.. i still doing my work... =___='' haha... xDD... listening music and doing research now...need to find more and more... no matter what, i have to do it... hmm... then if time pass slow... they will late come back... mummy and 1st brother will be coming back tomorrow.. hopefully fast.. hehe.. teehee.. i feel like blogging since kinda sleepy now... i want to sleep.. but don't want to leave my work here... very tired --> i'm referring to my brain... bu...

hmm... i was going to sleep because eyes want to close.. but before i go to bed... let me share something to you all... hehe.... i was watching a drama these few days.. and just finished watch everything.. lol.. i wasted like 18-20 hours for watching.. but i guess not... hehe... because i learn many things.... *yawn* so... i know music is all about feelings and emotions, so you can do it.... yup..it's true... but it's too bad i can't do it.... you know what??? after my this course.. i will take up music or designing.. hope that my parents won't refuse anymore... i want to go for my own passion and interest... not followed by people anymore... please respect my choice... =) i want to let people hear me.. i want to play piano and violin... hehe... must graduate as soon as possible, so i can study music or design.. depends lorh... haizz... okiee... got to sleep now.. i will continue tomorrow...i really couldn't stand the environment now... hmmm... nite ni...

it's starting more worst... =( my nose.. my throat... aiyooo.. very pain arh... lol... i just don't know how to breath properly... even my head so pain.. =( everywhere pain... haizz.. maybe i should go to sleep now.. it's just 11pm.. hehee... =P just blog awhile then... my brother's room here got sound.. sound like a bird... lol... XD and.... errr... tomorrow still got class... hmm.. lucky my class is until 12pm... but tuesday... =( until 5.30pm.. haizz..... so sad.... it's okie larh... i stay in the library or reading room... maybe i can bring some food... i just don't want to go out so often... got haze. make me feel so weak..=( well.... i also have my monthly thingy... lol... made me weaker... oh gosh..... T___T =( so sad right??? hahaa... nevermind larh... i think i go to sleep now.... wait!! pack my things then go to sleep.... hmmm... the drama still haven't watch finish...so far episode 7... got 15 episodes... walao eh.... tomorrow need...

i still don't understand what people thought.... i just want true friends who can share with me things.. why people so selfish??? greedy??? they want anything, they can ask from you.. they can be kind to you.. but whenever you ask them... what you get?? nothing.. serious nothing gain.. i really hate these kind of people... why larh... =___='' why larh life became worst and worst... the Y generations... please larh... feelings are important... i know... my emotional quotient is very high.. but i don't give a damn... i'm like this..i couldn't control... a little, i will be hurt... i'm very sensitive.. so what... any problem??? i have feelings, unlike you!! the worst thing in my life... selfishness..greediness.... even if you lied to me and i didn't know anything... but God knows.. i might not hurt... but my soul hurts.. it's okieee.... but i don't want to get hurt... i really go to the wrong industry... like my best friend told me ...

okiee.. now, it is like 2.20am?? lol... and i'm still awake.. what i'm doing?? assignments.. =) i want to finish everything. so i can do revision... hmm..... okieee.. since i want to rest my brain for awhile.. i want to blog for awhile.. ^__^ okiee... now i'm telling you all about my trip.. =] well... it started all on Saturday morning... hmm... 15 june 2013..i think... let me check my calender..lolzz after few seconds.. xD okieee.. yup... back...it's last saturday.... so... hmmm... should I upload to facebook??? let me think twice.. xD hmmm... okieee.... i know you all can't wait for the trip...xD i woke up at 6.30a and wash up of course.. haha... then i tickle my mummy to wake up too.. so both of us wake up.. i was rolling on my bed.. daddy woke me up... then i open my eyes.. i was dreaming of something nice.. =3 sooo... after that...... daddy drove us to outside of our neighbourhood.. we waited for the bus around 15 minutes.... as soon as t...

kicap factory... i ate fried chicken there.. mix with kicap...lol.. nice man.. lol... xD.... nowww.... next is.... wheat grass!! mummy and I keep drinking and drinking the wheat grass..  so nice.. haha... we bring back for gor gor and daddy also.. wahaha... noww.. next is.... i will explain more tomorrow.. see you.. =P