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i wonder some people you know for quite some time... but later, maybe after few months you guys never talk to each other.. that person might forget you... or maybe ignore you... =( i wonder what is friendship??? friendship is actually what??? anyone can tell me??? =( i got some friends.. i know them since secondary school... but it seems that they forget me.. by the way, i know them through games and facebook.. lol... is it they don't know my real name or what??? because last time i usually change my English name.. now i like Jayin very much... so i used Jayin name.. i no more use Eileen, Cloudie, or whatsoever name..== Jayin is my creation name.. my own idea.... moreover, many people like my name.. i also like mine... so what for i change.... and i guess my name easy to be call??? or remember??? =P hehe..... i just wondering larh.. when i send request to their profile in facebook, they like just ignore... =( they don't know it's me merh??? some is...

i once heard people said.... especially elder people.. i don't know whether you believe or not.. but i trusted them, because she is my mother.. she told me.. she is elder than me..she lived in this world longer than me.. moreover she is my mother.. =D people see bad things in you, it's because they want you to improve..to be better person maybe they are wrong, maybe they right... only God knows who is wrong and right... and... also.. those people who see in bad things.. usually tell to family members or people who are closed to(eg. boyfriend, girlfriend, relatives) but for me.. i don't care whoever... i see good things.. i will just leave it.. because it's good larh..lol.. but when i see bad things. i will tell them... why?? because i treasure them as my friends.. i don't want people say bad things to them... this is the point...( my thinking) what is people hit on them, and they get hurt??? it's too late right??? i don't agree what you s...

my life still turn on.. ^O^ but i wonder where my happy soul be??? and also, i wonder where my sad soul be??? all emotions don't know fly where..=.='' sometimes i think of 'him' back.. don't know he got thinks of me or not... i know i can forget him... nearly one year already... my heart keep asking my feelings.. 'what should I do to forgive him hurting me???' my feelings silent awhile.. i don't know what to do..== what the hack..lol... then.... sometimes... i dream of 'him' hmm.. i wonder why i have to dream of him??? he is like calling my name 'don't go' maybe i think too much... but he is not beside me right now.. just that i can feel his soul is around me.. i hope he can feel mine too... no one can said 'just forget him/her' you know.. you will never know how it feels... until you get it.. =0='' i was too innocent to believe this kind of love.. i didn't know that this kind of love ...

you are the one who make chaos... do you know why??? now only i remember... do you know last time when i started ignore you??? what you did to me??? you think back.. until you made up plans with K and E in Viva Home, Cheras??? i am going to tell you clear... this is the proof i didn't even think of breaking your damn relationship...!! i ignore you because i can feel that you are thinking i am third party!! and what you said in your blog??? you said like this... Now... because you wanted to leave me for my  OWN GOOD ?! Ignoring my plead, Waliking out from me...? It's fair? 3rd party?relationships? I admit... I mentioned it before... But?Did I said everyday? NO... i did this because i don't want to break you guys relationship.. why you guys have to say i did want to break your relationship on purpose??? your mouth, your attitude, your behaviour.. are so damn sharp like chili padi!! seriously.... after you guys said that i did on purpose to break ...

you said what???! 2 girls fighting for a guy ah huh??? am I a laughing stock??? 'HAHA' i am not in love with your guy larh.. my gawd....== i only love him as my brother... please wake up larh you both.. don't make yourself in dreamland somemore... i ruin your relationship??? haha... since when??? you guys are the one who argue.. i didn't want you guys argue... who ask you guys to argue?? i already said ' when i said i ignore you, means something wrong' you just wait larh.. adui..== why must you bang the door at the citc there..??? and showed up your this kind of behaviour??? people will respect you arh huh??? somemore post in facebook again... people will think what lerh??? i know larh, non of my business... but just to tell you.. please larh.. wake up... feel people's feeling... when you post a status, must see whether people like to see or not... not just post like no one business.... and your bf ---> haha... you won't know if...

eleh. don't know what title to put.. ah hahaha.. =P XD... so tired this few days.. never sleep properly.. and keep doing assignments.. somemore practice and practice computer software for accounting.. my gawd..... it's so hard.. some part still don't understand.. how to sit for exam next week monday..!! tomorrow going extra class for that subject.. hope everything will be fine... and tomorrow, I have presentation again... today done already.. ^O^ yaaayyyiiieeee.... =D well... i am kinda busy lately.. no time to watch maply story.. no time to play games.. but i manage to play piano in my brother's phone.. hoho.. it's so fun.. lalala... =P okie larh... i have to go do my work now... so, when i free, i will come and write blog again.. take care.. and good nights.. ^O^

today, i suddenly got flu and a little throat pain... hope tomorrow will be fine... =) very headache.. stomach also very pain... haizzz... don't know why... ehh... so many assignment need to do... i sleep for around like 2-3 hours just now.. i want to sleep again, but what about my assignment??? =.='' everytime coming in de...lol... why cannot going out de... hahaa... my task now i need to finish.... 1. MIS assignment(tomorrow need pass up to my friend) 2. moral presentation slides 3. myob software 4. excel software 5.MIS exam.. 6. MIS presentation 7. moral presentation.. my gawd.... imagine how many in this week... due date --> 1. week 6 2.week 6 3.week 6 4. week 7 5. week 5 6.week 6 7.week 6 walao eh....== now is week 5... i need to finish those submit in week 6 in this week... walao eh walao eh.. and walao walao eh eh.. lol... =P time to sleep... my nose very pain... == and my head... everywhere also pain pain.. yish ish ish ish..........

from morning until evening i do MYOB assignment... at last i finish... wooohoooo thanks to my friend... ( my gang i meant) she was so patient and kind.... YAYiiieeeeeee heheheeeeee...... then after finishing MYOB.... i hang out with my family go canton-i eat dinner.. wahhhh.... so many people ooooo....... chicken is rm1.... i love it... teeheee.... hope can go again.... this time i want to go dragon-i... woohooooooo now want to challenge with another assignment..... MIS and Excel..... i need to do MIS first... then Excel.... eh heh... =P xD i need to study also.. but i hope i can finish everything by tomorrow.... haizz.... headache and stomach pain.... =.=''' well...... i have to go do MIS assignment lorh... very tired.. but just do for awhile then go sleep... Let me edit those booking process pictures... then tomorrow continue... teehee... =P good nights everyone.. it's gonna 3 march 2013... in 5 minutes... heheeeeeee=P

some people just sweet talk... i hate it so much... if you want to help, then say want... if don't want to help, then say don't want... don't so hypocrite saying ' Later I help you ah huh' then end up, when i ask you, you said i want to go back early. and bla bla bla... all the non-sense and excuses.... you don't want to help then just say don't want larh... i won't hate you wan.. i know how is human attitude nowadays... selfish and greedy... all they can think of themselves which are for themselves.... I HATE IT SO MUCH...!! this is human culture... we can't change the fact... majority human are like that.... * i don't need your help....* * i have many other friends who can help me* * i won't depend on you* * i won't die if i fail* * but i will always try my best to succeed* * i also can do by myself* * only thing, that i might get a lower grade* * but i don't care* * at least i try, at least i never depend on...