friendship

i wonder some people you know for quite some time...
but later, maybe after few months you guys never talk to each other..
that person might forget you...
or maybe ignore you... =(
i wonder what is friendship???
friendship is actually what???
anyone can tell me??? =(

i got some friends.. i know them since secondary school...
but it seems that they forget me..
by the way, i know them through games and facebook..
lol...
is it they don't know my real name or what???
because last time i usually change my English name..
now i like Jayin very much... so i used Jayin name..
i no more use Eileen, Cloudie, or whatsoever name..==
Jayin is my creation name..
my own idea....
moreover, many people like my name..
i also like mine... so what for i change....
and i guess my name easy to be call???
or remember??? =P hehe.....

i just wondering larh.. when i send request to their profile in facebook,
they like just ignore... =(
they don't know it's me merh???
some is boys some is girls...
but when some.. errr.. nevermind larh... lol...

anyways.. tomorrow is my last exam..
hopefully i can do it..
because i have 2 exams.. omg,..==
never experience before in college..
hope i can do it...
God please help me..
i am very sleepy now...
but i want to sleep awhile more. not now...
i said NOT NOW... lol....
awhile more kay..
if not, i will fishing in the exam hall....

well....have a good day everyone...
good nights...
* yiak yiak* xD =P