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i learn a lot of new things... this year... i learn a lot of new things.. 1st thing... relationship.... i'm in a relationship with my hubby... i can feel the love and care back... since form 2 until end of form 5, i no bf... only early this year, i have a good and caring bf... he cares for me a lot... but the thing is... we haven't meet yet... =( so depress... but i still will wait... i know we can meet one day...i know that..i know i know I KNOW! it's been so long time.. but....i hope our relationship will last forever.... because he is very very perfect for me...<3 2nd thing... college.. since I started college.. i travel to college every weekdays...sometimes weekends because of replacement.. i travel by my own... i think i'm independent now... i always go and come back alone... last time, i'm not like that...because my high school is nearby my house.. so my daddy fetch and send me only.. but now...i must also take lrt and bus to co...

i want to ask and want to know... MONEY really important??? Why you think so??? for me..money is just a colourful paper which is very precious for us to use... it is very value and give us satisfaction in our life.. but.... don't you all think???? money can cause a couple to divorce, separate, quarrel, argue and kill...and many more!.. many positive things are not shown in money.. there are many many NEGATIVE things... when a couple marry, and when they have not enough money.... will they divorce, separate, quarrel, argue or even kill??? i don't know... but for me... if i marry next time.. as long as my husband good to me.... i am very happy and satisfy... you think that money will make you become like a precious person??? i don't know... for me..if my husband cannot earn much to support our children and us...it's okey... we can find our ways to get money.. like doing our own business or part time..extra jobs lar... money for me is important.... b...

i don't like lar my life now.... yish... i just don't like it... yes..i have to study properly... I'm trying my best now... I'm willing to study just for someone I love and care..... But the thing now is...... I am so damn freaking tired about my studies and my emotions. I cannot stand anymore.... About my studies....it is too much...too much..TOO MUCH U KNOW!!!... I REALLY CANNOT STAND IT.....AND.. yet my friends don't even bother anything.. they just take it easy.......we have presentation tomorrow and we have to practice right??? so...I need to do what now??? I don't know OKEY!! I DON''T KNOW what question I really need to do now.. WHAT IF I DO WRONG QUESTION??? waste all my effort... u know......first semester I still can stand..I CAN STAND... I KNOW I CAN STAND..... ARGH...I'm ANGRY OF MYSELF.... JAYIN GAN HSIU YUN... I KNOW U CAN STAND TO THE END OF THE DIPLOMA!!! U CAN MEANS U CAN!! BE BRAVE, FIGHT FOR IT... DO NOT BE A...

i dont know i will do this decision correct or not... i want tell that i will find you one day after i graduate... or...after u graduate u come find me can mar??? maybe that time i still like u.. so long already... i still like u... no boy like u, i really really in love before... errrr.... can i say that... i'm waiting for you??? i don't know i don't know... but i'm gonna say that... if you feel boring... feel lonely.. feel free... need someone to talk.. got problem.. or what so ever.. LOL err... can come talk with me.. can call me... ^_^ i'm waiting.. and always there for u.. no matter what happens... i will support u until the end.. will u wait for me until we graduate together.. i want work with u and stay with u forever... just... i want u to know that... i very like and love u before.. until now, my feelings for u still the same... we live far far so what... u can treat me as your sister like what u say mar... why u so speci...