it's been so long time...

i learn a lot of new things...
this year...
i learn a lot of new things..
1st thing...
relationship....
i'm in a relationship with my hubby...
i can feel the love and care back...
since form 2 until end of form 5,
i no bf...
only early this year, i have a good and caring bf...
he cares for me a lot...
but the thing is...
we haven't meet yet...
=( so depress...
but i still will wait...
i know we can meet one day...i know that..i know i know I KNOW!
it's been so long time..
but....i hope our relationship will last forever....
because he is very very perfect for me...<3

2nd thing...
college..
since I started college..
i travel to college every weekdays...sometimes weekends because of replacement..
i travel by my own...
i think i'm independent now...
i always go and come back alone...
last time, i'm not like that...because my high school is nearby my house..
so my daddy fetch and send me only..
but now...i must also take lrt and bus to college and home...
i made rapidbus card...
i hope next semester i can be with other group...
i don't want to be with my group anymore..
they are not suitable be with me anymore..
maybe i will join with a friends who have rapidbas card..
so it's more convenient to go anywhere...i can just follow them...
then...now my group..i also think they don't like me because of many reasons..
so..i decided to join other group for next semester..
i'm not suitable be with them and they are not suitable be with me..
we are from different places or world..
i must get someone who is same world and place with me...
someone who is similar to me..
or also can say that...can be with me all day long and never talk bad things behind me..
i hate those people who talk bad things about me...
i really don't like them..
and...when they need me..they will use me...
when they don't need my help anymore..
they will just push or throw or think i'm not there with them,..
i seriously hate these kind of people..
because i know..
if i do like that..i will only hurt people feelings...
i don't want to say here what happen on friday...
it's so depressing and disappointed...
i know lar..
i'm different than u all..
because u all have money mar..
use your parent money to spend like ' WATER' and make yourself to be " PERFECT"
u think money can be earned easily???
NO! that's why i keep money..
i don't want to spend..
sometimes when i think i spend too much..i will not bring money..just like rm5 for emergency...
anyways...
i'm a type who cannot be friends with a lot of girls..
because my type of person is like a tomboy,...
i'm a simple girl who do not like make up...high heels...and shopping...
seriously..i don't know why i don't like..
and i don't like buy new shirts and trousers and other things lar...
i only like to buy toys, teddybear and household things...

now i just want to be with my family and my bf...
i really want to meet my bf...
nowadays..i getting more and more miss him...
since we are together...
i don't really care for him much..
until like after 2 months...
i really care for him and love him..
it's like i had fall for him more than i fall for myself...
and even the important thing that i'm wearing now on my finger...
since i got it....i treat him like my husband...=(
i really love him now...i don't want leave him...and i don't want him to leave me...
although we stay very far...i know one day we can meet and be together forever..
i will just study until my diploma finish and go to the place to find him...
maybe i will proceed my Degree at that place i will go..
that's all..i will write more soon..
kthxbaicya=D