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I should be more girlish! I should be more mature! I should be more good to people! Do not feel and act BIG! I am not perfect... SO ARE YOU! I lost more than 10 KG in one month! I must go down even more! many girls i saw in supermarket, i saw them wearing so nice! i getting more jealous... and now i am moving on and practicing my diet! All i do these is for the person I LOVE! I will sacrifice myself jut for ONE PERSON I LOVE! I regretted that I did so man bad and rude things to him! I never listen! I never care his feelings! also to other people! I never care at all..! I only care for myself! NO! WRONG! I should have changed earlier! but it is too late...!!! Now the only thing I must change myself to be a better person..! I must lose more weight and wear nicer clothes! I must make myself be more pretty and cute! I must make myself be more thinner! I must get HIS HEART BACK IN FUTURE! I must study properly! STUDY TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL I CAN DO! And, add on!...

although now my heart is very ache that you are ignoring me, but i know that you want me to concentrate on studies first! you told me before.. put our relationship aside..! and you never say anything! you just said that you do not want to talk with me, and you added 'now i'm disturbing you'! so i would not disturb you anymore.. I will be single for temporary! after i graduate to the highest level I can go, I hope i can get back you! maybe my love for you is real..! true love! I think so! because what i do, what people asked me to do, and whatever i do in order to forget YOU, I still cannot forget YOU! my heart is still very ache..! it is very different feeling as my previous boyfriends! I am not sure this is my true love or not.... but I am sure I will study properly! and you promised me last time, after you graduate, after you can earn money, you will chase the girl you like! I HOPE IS ME! I hope the person is me! I really do love you..! what yo...