i am changing!

I should be more girlish!
I should be more mature!
I should be more good to people!
Do not feel and act BIG!
I am not perfect... SO ARE YOU!

I lost more than 10 KG in one month!
I must go down even more!
many girls i saw in supermarket,
i saw them wearing so nice!
i getting more jealous...
and now i am moving on and practicing my diet!
All i do these is for the person I LOVE!
I will sacrifice myself jut for ONE PERSON I LOVE!
I regretted that I did so man bad and rude things to him!
I never listen!
I never care his feelings! also to other people!
I never care at all..!
I only care for myself!
NO! WRONG!
I should have changed earlier!
but it is too late...!!!
Now the only thing I must change myself to be a better person..!

I must lose more weight and wear nicer clothes!
I must make myself be more pretty and cute!
I must make myself be more thinner!
I must get HIS HEART BACK IN FUTURE!
I must study properly!
STUDY TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL I CAN DO!

And, add on!
I must be a good chef!
I must be a good baker!
I must be a good housewife in future!
I must make myself as perfect as I can!
I know human is not perfect..
But I will do as perfect as I am!
Be the one that HE WANTS!

I do not know is it people are looking down on me!
So i must change myself!
YES! I CAN DO IT!
YOU CAN! WHY NOT ME!!!!!

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