this is my final message to YOU

you are the one who make chaos...
do you know why???
now only i remember...
do you know last time when i started ignore you???
what you did to me???
you think back..
until you made up plans with K and E in Viva Home, Cheras???
i am going to tell you clear...
this is the proof i didn't even think of breaking your damn relationship...!!
i ignore you because i can feel that you are thinking i am third party!!
and what you said in your blog???
you said like this...

Now...
because you wanted to leave me for my OWN GOOD?!
Ignoring my plead,
Waliking out from me...?
It's fair?
3rd party?relationships?
I admit...
I mentioned it before...
But?Did I said everyday?
NO...

i did this because i don't want to break you guys relationship..
why you guys have to say i did want to break your relationship on purpose???
your mouth, your attitude, your behaviour.. are so damn sharp like chili padi!!

seriously.... after you guys said that i did on purpose to break you guys relationship..
i starting to hate you both..!!

what you said in the sms???
what you sms me on 13 march 2013 - 21:53:47???

you said this..
1.i don't want you to ruin my relationship with lydia.

2.I know you did it on purpose 2 break our relationship.

3.She don't know about it.

4.stop blaming others.

5.I never control she do, she also same.

6.We respect each other privacy.

7.U used me as third party, i been fooled!

8. lydia & I know yr true color.

9.when my gf tell the truth, u always said she lied.

10.u argue with her using my name.

11.We argue badly.

12.U purposely asked me coz u know she doesn't tell me anything right?

when i read this msg...i starting to hate you guys..!!seriously... all bullshit!!

1. you just know how to think that i want to ruin your relationship.. let me tell you ah.. if i want to ruin your relationship, that day i will still friend with you both..!! the reason i want to ignore both of you including E because of this larh!!.. GOD DAMN YOU BOTH!! blame yourself to call me to Viva Home..==

2. your brain something wrong already.. i didn't even think of that okie!!

3. she don't know about it??? she is thinking too much..even in her dreams.. she thinks J and I together.. what the hack man.. like that also can ah... == please larh, don't dream this... dream you and J only!

4.i never even blame others.. who i want to blame now??? what i do wrong or right, i blame myself... did you remember what i said??? anything you do, blame yourself, not others..!! stupid dumb!!

5. that is none of my business.. i don't know what you guys controlling...

6. yar larh..i know.. L did told me last time... if L control J, then i no chance to be friends with J..=.=''

7. i didn't even think of using J as third party.. if i am using him as third party..i won't  even think of helping him in downloading movies songs, and others.. even i will treat him badly, maybe when he wants to talk to me, i will just answer directly.. no smile no nothing.... and just ignore him when he needs help... logic??? ==

8. you both know my true colour. fine.. just think that i am bad.. one day you will know... who is the bad one...

9. yes.. she did lied... she used your name and you did not realize.. even when she bought the book from Jocelyn, she did lied to you... she didn't even want to tell you.. you got angry right??? i told her to tell even you want to nag or scold.. because just tell the truth..! even she want to tell you later, but you ask her to tell now, she should has tell you then...== then do you know what happened that night??? she msg me don't pandai pandai show her the msg from Jocelyn before you know.... ( because you were angry at Old town..)

10. you think i so bad use your name, J to argue with her ah huh?? i have the right or not?? who are you to me??? just a friend... just like a brother..i have no right to say your name in front of her.. she who is the one using your name to prove me wrong... i remembered in cafeteria.. after arguing.. she met me there.. she used many times of your name.. saying that whenever we 3 hang out.. and you both hugging and kissing.. i will jealous..... haha.. very funny..== stop perasan larh...== somemore, said that J also knows about i like him quietly??? my gawd... i feel like asking her to keep quiet..== God knows.. :)

11. the problem now is.. why you guys have to argue??? L promised me not to argue with J anymore.. why larh... a little bit then angry already.. L is the one who has problem.. whenever a little things happen, walao eh... must be on fire..== what the hack...!! this kind of attitude..

12. i asked J because i trusted him..not like L.. (read my previous post) so why should I trust L....???

i remember every scene because i want them to be evidence.. god knows it..
seriously..... after i read the msg.. i started to hate you both!!you both are the same!!you want to think what then just think!!i did ignore you last time because i don't want to break your damn relationship and be third party..i knew one day i will break it if i continue close with you two... i just don't know why when J talks to other girls, even hug them.. L don't bother... but when i talk to J, just talk only... i can see L's face changed.. like dislike i talk to J..what's her problem???!! we are just normal friends..==once L friends with me.. i know sure J will find me...(maybe sometimes)because we are like brother and sisters..we are like close friends...i didn't even think of wanting him to be my future.. ==even he is not with you.. i knew you sure can live..i knew it..!!
let me tell you two..

 it's over..you want to get back friendship with me...it's OVER...!!I don't want anymore.....
your words.. your mouth, your attitude and your behaviour...I HATE IT!! both also same...!!simply think.. never think twice.. !!!just know how to scold and nag..and so hot-temper...!!i merajuk because i don't want you to lie or either not tell things properly..!!well.. IT'S OVER... AND OVER!!you two are the one made the decision.. not ME....GOOD BYE!!I AM DONE....!!