my opinions

i once heard people said....
especially elder people..
i don't know whether you believe or not..
but i trusted them, because she is my mother..
she told me.. she is elder than me..she lived in this world longer than me..
moreover she is my mother.. =D

people see bad things in you, it's because they want you to improve..to be better person
maybe they are wrong, maybe they right...
only God knows who is wrong and right...
and... also.. those people who see in bad things..
usually tell to family members or people who are closed to(eg. boyfriend, girlfriend, relatives)

but for me.. i don't care whoever...
i see good things.. i will just leave it.. because it's good larh..lol..
but when i see bad things. i will tell them...
why?? because i treasure them as my friends..
i don't want people say bad things to them...
this is the point...( my thinking)
what is people hit on them, and they get hurt???
it's too late right??? i don't agree what you said...
maybe your thinking were different...=.=''
it's okiee...=)

you never know how hard i tried to tell you the bad points about you..

I am just afraid that you have enemies again like you know.. those stupid dumb people..lol...

just that sometimes your words.. not logic.. and I don't know i can trust or not. so i was thinking you are lying...

sorry to say that..God only knows..i don't know....i just can say sorry if i had made you very angry..
we can maintain our friendship.. IF... IF i don't bother to tell you about your bad points...

maybe we are not fated to be friends.. ='(

and also..
i don't forget that you introduced me many friends...
let me count...
around 10-15, so far i counted(those people i got talk before..lol)
and plus Magic M people.... wow....lol
i did appreciate... and thank you to you...
maybe you forgot.. i did said thank you to you...
'i owe you'.. means i will help you back one day...
you don't know how lonely when i was in 2nd year college..
i don't know how to mix new friends..
so it's my duty to help you back.. finding back your beautiful basket..hehe..
because you made me happy have new friends..

since when i took away a friend of yours???
althought i don't know who is that person..
it is his/her choice to choose...not i want to take away...
everyone has their own freedom... like what you told me..
we respect each other privacy..lol.=.=''
i just cherish people around me...
and now i have one new best friend..
so total is one old best friend(since standard 1) lol...
and new best friend(college time)
i got best friend.. who said i don't have.....=.=''
again simply talk....

of course i won't commit suicide anymore..
because i have to think of my family..
they loved me so much..
what i want they try their best to give me..
even if they scold me, i know it's for my own good..
i learnt a lot...

but since you blocked me in facebook and telling me non-sense in sms that night...
i thought that you don't want to friend with me..
so i just give up too... i don't want to trouble you...
also i don't want to waste my time seeing bad things about you..
and asking you to change...i think that you never cherish what i did for you(just thinking only)
we have different points.. yes you are right...
maybe we are in different world...

and to tell you honestly....
if a person hates me also, i won't take him/her as enemy..
i just leave them alone... i won't do bad things to them..
God is looking... we cannot run...
what we do, God is looking everywhere..
i believe in God.. i faithful very much to HIM...
because HE is the one who brings me life....
what for we want to get revenge???
true or not??? just continue our life..=)

i never think of setting enemy against you..
i never think of that before..
i never treat you as enemy also...
i don't even have any enemy..it's not good you know....
just be strangers lorh


so you know on that day.. i decided... you know that i am either 0% or 100%
i decided that it's a GOODBYE.
i also don't want to spoil your relationship...(like what you thought)
i didn't even think of breaking your relationship..
how can you guys said that to me...it's hurtful.. and all the msg you guys sent to me...
then if I go to Masjid Jamek and saw you guys(you and your bf)
i hope that we are like strangers( this is what you want right???)


i can feel your feelings..i am 3rd party to you...don't say that I am wrong..i knew it..
i didn't know because of me , you and him argued...
i didn't want you guys to argue... i am sorry...
do you still remember when i said 'hug hug hug, or kiss kiss kiss???'
or either when you two taking pictures..i said 'nearer' or whatsoever larh..lol...
so did i want to break you guys relationship for purpose??? no right???
so don't simply talk non-sense anymore kay..

and what you promised me, you have to do it...related to you and your boyfriend...
if you forgot..i can remain you...
it's that love him with full heart, treasure him, always spend time with him when he needs you..
when you see him in different mood, care for him..
you know what to do.. you are smarter than me...

so i don't want to disturb you all anymore...

if you read my previous blog.. what i said are all true feelings..
whether you can accept or not.. i have to say everything... 

good luck in your exams too...
(yaya..i am childish.. because i was born to be 3rd child... not like you, 1st child.=.=',  my brother is mature too..so i guess you will be more mature than me when times goes by...good for you..=)  )

anyways, goodbye..take care=)
and also enjoy your trip to Hong Kong....( i still remember...) *wink*