life have to goes on you know =)
no matter what..i can't give up on my studies..
i failed this accounting course....
at the first moment..
i woke up.. i had terrible nightmare...
one of my classmates said that i'm not joining them soon...
then i keep crying and say.. no... cannot be... cannot like that...
then i quickly wake up and check facebook..
but nothing happens..just notification came out...
so i panic, nervous, scare....
my friends encourage me to check...because it's the reality...
i couldn't face it... because my feelings are very very sensitive....
so i told them.. i don't want.. wait until school starts...
but they still force me...no matter what just don't give up..
so i just listen to them..
i checked... but tears rolling down so fast after that...
i just couldn't help it...
it feels like i failed in my life.. *totally*
i told my best friend about my results..
she said stop crying already... it's okie...
and she made me feel better.....
so i'm okie..
but she asked me to call my brother to tell about my results...
when i called... i cried again..=___=''
my gawd... lol...i really couldn't help it...
and then the times going...
my brother came back home...encouraging me to study harder and smarter...
so i guess i feel better...and also when i was listening songs...
making maplestory drama stories.. really made me feel much better...
i just want to graduate fast... so i can go for music, or designing, or programming(might be tough), or cooking.. or whatever i feel i like to do(my interest).....
so far...i love to make dramas.. love to write lyrics... and compose music...
that's my interest.... earphone always in my ear....
*hopefully i have more technical earphone products.. LOL* =P
well... my results was okie actually... just that... =___= the previous semester made me down and down.=(
i'm gotta make it all A/B this time... i want means i want..!!
i will keep trying no matter what....^_^
well. got to do dramas.. episode 4 is coming up...weeeeeee^O^
byeeessss..... will blog soon...=)
i failed this accounting course....
at the first moment..
i woke up.. i had terrible nightmare...
one of my classmates said that i'm not joining them soon...
then i keep crying and say.. no... cannot be... cannot like that...
then i quickly wake up and check facebook..
but nothing happens..just notification came out...
so i panic, nervous, scare....
my friends encourage me to check...because it's the reality...
i couldn't face it... because my feelings are very very sensitive....
so i told them.. i don't want.. wait until school starts...
but they still force me...no matter what just don't give up..
so i just listen to them..
i checked... but tears rolling down so fast after that...
i just couldn't help it...
it feels like i failed in my life.. *totally*
i told my best friend about my results..
she said stop crying already... it's okie...
and she made me feel better.....
so i'm okie..
but she asked me to call my brother to tell about my results...
when i called... i cried again..=___=''
my gawd... lol...i really couldn't help it...
and then the times going...
my brother came back home...encouraging me to study harder and smarter...
so i guess i feel better...and also when i was listening songs...
making maplestory drama stories.. really made me feel much better...
i just want to graduate fast... so i can go for music, or designing, or programming(might be tough), or cooking.. or whatever i feel i like to do(my interest).....
so far...i love to make dramas.. love to write lyrics... and compose music...
that's my interest.... earphone always in my ear....
*hopefully i have more technical earphone products.. LOL* =P
well... my results was okie actually... just that... =___= the previous semester made me down and down.=(
i'm gotta make it all A/B this time... i want means i want..!!
i will keep trying no matter what....^_^
well. got to do dramas.. episode 4 is coming up...weeeeeee^O^
byeeessss..... will blog soon...=)
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