I couldn't tell....

First of all.. those who don't wish to read my blog, please leave..
if you think that I'm an emo person.. please leave.. I don't need you to read...
it's my life, my blog.. I want to do what I like and express, it's my own problem...


Now I can start... hehe...

I couldn't tell what is my real feelings now...
Sometimes I can still remember the person who I really loved before...
But I keep wondering why I must deserve this ???
Is there an opportunity to get a better ones ???
the truth is .... the truth is..
I don't know how to express out..
but when I listen to the music lyrics, I felt hurt...
sometimes I think back of the past...
I don't know how to describe this feeling..
this is just so so wrong..
I really don't know how to overcome....
I don't wish to know the truth... but I really confuse....
What am I doing now??? Studying???
I wish to.... I really wish to...I really don't know what I was doing...
Sometimes, I feel that ending our life in this world would be great..
because we don't need to suffer.. but what about the ones who are beside us ???
sometimes, I feel that looking back at the past, we smile... we laughed, we even cry for the negative matters..
but I learnt many things... really learnt many things....
I wish to get a accompany.. but my heart told me not to..
that's why I put my status as 'single'.. my heart is telling me.. 'NO'...
I wonder why.. maybe that's the reason???
let's see the future.. how???
I wish I could be dreaming all along... :3
listening music for the whole life and writing lyrics.. becoming someone special..
I hope... I can be like this one day..
God bless me... :3
I love you...
Thank you...


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