i hope....
sorry for din write so long...i have a lot of things to say...pass this few months..many things happen....i played with a niece wor....my cousin's daughter...so nice so cute.eyes so big like goldfish...lol....=P i hope one day she grow up can play with me.....
then....i feel different whenever i do this thing.....cannot say out..after u know..0_<
i keep thinking why....should i forget it or should i still wait??? i dont think i have hope....but my heart keep saying...dont forget....i must do something...yesterday i keep thinking.....when i think too much i cry de...lol...now....i told my friend de..my best friend......i wanna forget...better forget..i dont think got hope....imagine something u cannot get...really cant get for future...another person might get...your heart will deeply hurt...so better forget now....maybe it is a fate...............i hope the wind blow of my memories and give me new ones...
i also dont know why when people treat me bad,i wont forgive them..those who treat me good leh....i sure sayang them wor....i dunno leh...i will care those who very good or good or okie with me....if i feel satisfies then okie lor.....sometimes i feel jealous, angry or sad...of coz people got feeling...but i just jealous those who r rich and have a good family...maybe they r perfect....when i angry....i sometimes will shout at people..but shout also not loud wan...my voice like mouse...T_T....but i din shout wan lor...i just ignore....or either like say say then say yar lar or what lar...lol....then when i sad leh...people scold me or dont care me....or either they dont sayang me...they dont even care for me...i will be sad lor...imagine lor...but when in this condition...i sure dream wan.....dont know why...lol....then when i jealous i usually just keep quiet and din talk alot...lol...then when i angry i will do my homework and i want to be alone wan..if anyone disturb i sure scold them kao kao......so leave me alone lar....lol..then when i sad...i need someone beside me..comfort me....if i alone leh...i will cry non-stop wor...no one knows except GOD....hahaaa....i usually eat sweet or lollipop when i sad...now i eat lollipop lor..so my condition is sad...cant tell u why i sad...hurm...hahaa....sometimes i take fresh air when i sad....or sometimes shout...and dream...i also will sleep.....and got dream of the thing i sad of.....
no human is perfect....so i know..i also not perfect.....so..u all dont think u r perfect...so perasan...lol.....i will write soon..i also will write and compose music de....=P
then....i feel different whenever i do this thing.....cannot say out..after u know..0_<
i keep thinking why....should i forget it or should i still wait??? i dont think i have hope....but my heart keep saying...dont forget....i must do something...yesterday i keep thinking.....when i think too much i cry de...lol...now....i told my friend de..my best friend......i wanna forget...better forget..i dont think got hope....imagine something u cannot get...really cant get for future...another person might get...your heart will deeply hurt...so better forget now....maybe it is a fate...............i hope the wind blow of my memories and give me new ones...
i also dont know why when people treat me bad,i wont forgive them..those who treat me good leh....i sure sayang them wor....i dunno leh...i will care those who very good or good or okie with me....if i feel satisfies then okie lor.....sometimes i feel jealous, angry or sad...of coz people got feeling...but i just jealous those who r rich and have a good family...maybe they r perfect....when i angry....i sometimes will shout at people..but shout also not loud wan...my voice like mouse...T_T....but i din shout wan lor...i just ignore....or either like say say then say yar lar or what lar...lol....then when i sad leh...people scold me or dont care me....or either they dont sayang me...they dont even care for me...i will be sad lor...imagine lor...but when in this condition...i sure dream wan.....dont know why...lol....then when i jealous i usually just keep quiet and din talk alot...lol...then when i angry i will do my homework and i want to be alone wan..if anyone disturb i sure scold them kao kao......so leave me alone lar....lol..then when i sad...i need someone beside me..comfort me....if i alone leh...i will cry non-stop wor...no one knows except GOD....hahaaa....i usually eat sweet or lollipop when i sad...now i eat lollipop lor..so my condition is sad...cant tell u why i sad...hurm...hahaa....sometimes i take fresh air when i sad....or sometimes shout...and dream...i also will sleep.....and got dream of the thing i sad of.....
no human is perfect....so i know..i also not perfect.....so..u all dont think u r perfect...so perasan...lol.....i will write soon..i also will write and compose music de....=P
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