i cannot let let of you..T_T

it's been so many days...
i know study comes first...
but i keep thinking of u...
i want u, u know ah???
i know u cannot concentrate if we together....
we become sister and brother...
but future leh???
if i still like u how???
i scare that time u got gf lar...
u know i damn scare...
scare until cry..
the only thing i scare is u have gf....
that's why i cannot let u go..
i still very like u...
i serious wan...
what u wan...i sure give u...
i promise will take care of u in future...
u just need to work and give me money..i settle everything..(if u don't allow me to work lar..then u give me money..LOL...)
then...
now i more and more miss u....
i more and more love u...
when  i talk with u...
i feel like going heaven...
because i so love u and like u....
u know ahh....
i never like a boy like that before..
everytime i go lrt..
i sure dream of u...
these few days when i dream..
i dream of bad things...
a girl keep chasing u...
then u suddenly tell me...
i damn hard broken..
broken until sick...
broken until heart pain...
i very hard to like a boy wan...
but u r so special to me...
because i also dont know why..
maybe u r too good for me...
everything u think of me 1st...
if future u r like that, i will still like u....
if u r not like that, i will change u slowly as u change right now..
because of my attitude, boys dont want me....
but u changed me...
now i changed alot...
last time i know how to eat and sleep and do housework..never study...and just play computer..
but now i had change...i eat and sleep and do housework AND study and NEVER play computer..
unless i too stress...lol....
because of u...
because of study...
i let u go and study..
because u said study comes first..
i will be patience....
but again...i very scare...
i hope we can be together....
although u stay far...
but i don't mind...
u r not out of Malaysia can already..
now i am doing my blog everyday to tell what i feel everyday after we become sister and brother...
i hope future will be more than sister and brother....
i really wish the time go very fast...
which is 21 months by now...
<3 i love u until i cannot breath.....<3 <3

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