today really not happy

today, don't know why can be like this...

he make me not happy..

then i make him not happy...

is accidentally..not in purpose..

why like that one??? =(

i don't want this to happen...

he said to me 'small kid' so many times..

i sure don't like..then i not happy...

then after class just now, i called him but he did not answer..

then he called me... that time i was walking...so i never realize..

as soon i reach to the computer lab, i feel some vibration sound...

then he not happy de...

why like that one...=(

then at lrt leh...

he say want put down the phone...

then i say don't want..

i beh song de...i say i want talk with him because miss him so much...

he don't know that i miss him so much.. did he???

then...he said ' never talk can die wan meh'

then my heart hurt de lor...

then i said.. ' you don't want talk with me de hor...okey lor'

then i put down...

=(

i don't want this happen..

always happen wan..why like that...

i don't want our relationship be down down...=(

i really love him so much...

you tell me don't be sad...but you make me sad..

how can i don't sad...><

you don't hurt me lar..what you say must think first whether hurt or not mar..

you know or not...never a boy i love before...

until now, i think you still don't know my feelings... =(

how can this happen...

you should know i got deep feelings for you...

but i know i did wrong because i'm rude to you..

sorry that i have been rude to you...=(

i just want to talk with you because yesterday and today morning never talk with you..

awhile also can mar...but you busy..okey lar..

i don't want disturb you de....

remember that i always love you...

take care yourself... <3

i love you...<3