my aims now

what is my aims now???

1. be happy....try to forget all my past...( if my bf really don't want me anymore)
2. be happy.... and still becareful ( if my bf accepts me back)
3 . change my stupid attitude....be nice to people... if i feel not satisfy also just don't care...be strong. ><
4. study properly... i need to get my diploma now....
5. after get my diploma, i will go somewhere and chase him back...( hopefully he don't have gf lar T_T if he really don't want me anymore)
6. after get diploma, i go find him in somewhere...( if he accepts me back)
7. after diploma sure work lor... then try to get him back ( if now he really don't want me) or i go find him again....


THEN...now....i just don't bother and don't want to disturb him anymore...
he is busy... i know... i understand..
morning he got class, if no class also he go to his teacher's house...
okey..then afternoon is the same... or maybe he tired, he wants to rest..
then evening he is busy...same thing.. ><
then at night he need to rest...
is busy right???
then somemore he needs to spend time with his family..
so, i don't bother and don't want to disturb him anymore
now i just concentrate on my studies..
doesn't mean that i don't bother and don't want to disturb him anymore does means i want to forget him..
nooooo....
my feelings towards him is still strong.....
so i wish to find him back in future...
i know now i had pissed him off...
and he thinks that i'm very needy and only thinks that i only got him in this world..
fine fine fine...
i will enjoy my life without you FOR NOW....
after my graduate, i will find you back.. =)
remember i got love you before...hahaha..
and i hope my cgpa will win you..!!
wakakakaka... =P
but if you call me back one day also i will still be the same..
i act as i do my own work, you do your own work...
you are still in my heart no matter what.. =)
anyways, now is my exams time...
i felt really suffering you did this to me..
is like in a drama...
hmm.. nvm... if you calls me back, you will know my attitude has been changed.. =)
because i regretted on what i did to you..

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