my experience

good morning everyone.. =)
I feel so lonely without you...
when only you call me or text me?
do you know?
when you watch any drama right,
i watched one taiwanese drama,
and i realized that this boy did the same thing as me..
he treated the girl badly because he really love her..
then after doing these all, he realize that he was wrong,
and he did changed his attitude..
she is the one who guide him and teach him..
you should know that I need to change too...
Although i don't know what you are thinking now,
but again, i'm truly sorry..
really really sorry on what I did...
so many dramas are like this too..
either boys or girls will hurt the person he/she really loves,
I don't know why I am like this..
maybe because i miss you so much.. and worry about you..
my heart is very ache now...
i still got exam..
and my birthday coming...
i hope you can wish me birthday...
if you are busy, then nvm...
i can try to accept it...
but on november, on your birthday, i might giving you a present..
mummy and daddy let me pos laju letter to you...
so maybe I will send you a gift lor..
and i hope by the time comes in future, you will forget everything...
i don't want to mention about the past... you know right you don't like it?
so please forget the past and forgive me...
I will really change my attitude..
maybe i think that i have you,have mummy daddy and gor gor, and studying high course level make me feel proud and action... that's why I become like this now..
I know... I shouldn't... now i realize...everything I did were wrong..totally wrong... I shouldn't look up at myself..i shouldn't brag at myself.. I should be humble...
Now, i don't know what you think, but I will chase you back in future...
because you did not mention about break ups...you only leave our private groups and removed our pictures..you even never wear the ring anymore right??? if you wear, you will still think of me and cannot concentrate on your studies right??? all my things, i hope you keep them properly... i am sorry i being rude to you...
I will find you..don't worry.. after your diploma, when my semester break for semester 6, i will find you...
i know now you are busy... doesn't matter anymore...
so sorry that i said rude words to you..
and i really love you...sorry...so sorry..
and good luck in your studies...
you are always in my heart...
no one can replace you in my heart...
one side is for family..and another side is for the person i really love..
i love you, wo ai ni, wa ai lu, sarangheyo, aishiteru, te amo, ngo ngoi lei.....<3
wo hui cao ni yi nian yi hou... deng wo qi hao ma??
zai jian wo de qin ai...
rang wo zhi chi ni... !!

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