what i do is what you want

although i still feel so sad and depress,
missing you so much,
but i decided to study properly...
and be a successful woman..
i know you won't call me or msg me anymore..
I did so many bad things to you,
and I really regretted...
so sorry, and I will change...
just that, i hope one day, you can come back and meet me,
or i go back to meet you..
it is depending on our fate..
this is our 2nd fate..
i hope we can be in our 3rd fate.
i don't want to mention about our 1st fate...and 2nd fate because...
i know you know...or maybe you forget..lolzz
then, i hope you forget everything and study properly too...
but i really hope that after your diploma which is next year,
come find me back... because i know myself,
i will still like you..
maybe fade a lot, but i still like you...i'm serious.. ><
although i put single in my profile..
actually i'm following you..
you single i single lor,....xD
but no matter what, you are still in my heart..
and i hope that i'm in your heart too..
like that you told me last time,
what you do also, i'm still in your heart...
i really love you...and willing to do what you want...
i sleep at 10.30pm..sometimes late because i got things to do...sorry if i sleep later..lolzz
and i will be a good girl study...don't let you down..don't let mummy daddy and gor gor down too..
and i will find a way to meet you soon..
and make your parents proud too..
and not to be childish girl or small kid anymore..
you know??? people can change right??? and people take time to change??
i'm still young lar..haha.. need time lar...
okey lar... i got to go...
i just hope that you will find me, and we can patch back together after study..
i know now we cannot concentrate if we are together..
so sorry what i had done...
take care and I LOVE YOU... WO AI NI..!!
see you soon.. =)