maybe i should~~

i don't know whether i make this decision is correct or not....
but for now, i maybe will concentrate in studies...
putting you into my heart is my pleasure...
but once i am graduate, i hope you still remember me..
because i am a type of person who never forget friends...
and...that time, i might still liking you...
i do not know whether you have girlfriend on that time...
but i hope i can accept it too...
just that i am very depress,
very sad on what you did to me...
until now i still very sad...
i might or might not cope...
but i hope i can do it..
without i can do it...
just need some time...

i went for counseling just now...
my counselor told me this and that...
i keep thinking and feel that what she said were right..
maybe you can't see my sight..
i also can't see your sight..
there is a misunderstanding...
so, it is always like that in boy-girl relationship...
but...i do not want to disturb you anymore..
because you might think that i am very disturbing and annoying..
you might hate me... that's why on that day i saw you blocked me....
i just give up on disturbing you..
i guess that you are very angry...
now i do not know...
but i hope you got read my blog...
i still have a lots of things to tell you actually..
i didn't know that you will do this kind of things...
so well, i got to go and do my work...

i hope one day we will meet again...
God bless you... Buddha and Guan Yin bless you...
good luck in your studies...
get as high as you can..
do not let people look down at you...
i don't like people look down at my loved once...
so yea....
i still have strong feelings for you..
i do not know whether you still have..
anyways, take good care of yourself....
i hope you will come and read my blog...