what i learnt for today ~

most people reminisce about people of the past and not cherish those around them~~

when two people are together, the thing we must avoid the most is being serious to each other~~
as soon as someone is being serious, it means that the relationship needs to end..~~

in our life, there are many things happen~~
once we missed it, we could never go back or get back, especially love~~
maybe fate will let us go back or get back the thing we wanted..~~

as soon i watched this drama again~~
this girl was very rude and has hot temper to this boy,
but this boy is really very good to her..
but her mother asked her to marry rich man..
unfortunately, she got accident on her birthday when she has to meet him..
that time he wanted to propose to her..
telling that actually he is from rich family...
but she did not turn up due to accident...
after 3 years, she is still finding for him....
she still don't want to give up....
what meaning i this???
as for me~~ i would say she really loves him....
she is also a DJ radio.. she keeps finding for him through broadcasting~~
but 3 years, still yet to find...
although she said she will move him out from her life,
but it seems very hard...
so what you all think???

as for me,my condition now is months.... i don't know how to solve my own problem...
i want face to face or mouth to mouth talk...
i don't want message or anything...i don't want indirect~~
i  want to feel the feeling and expression....
i still not giving up...
although i told the world that i will be giving up of him,
but it seems really hard...
imagine~~ 1 year... everyday, we talked, laughed, played, everything... all together....
what is he thinking right now???
for me is real life..
the previous one i said was just a drama....
it could be similar as my condition..
but i really don't understand..
so that time i just follow my feelings without thinking..
because of too sad, and too hurt..
i never think anything and just show him how i feel..
show him how sad and hurt am I....
he does not know... my heart is still pain..
i have tried my best... to forget him...
but still cannot... ~~
i never think about revenge, i never think of hating him, i never wanted to curse him...i never angry of him..
actually angry got.. because he hurts me..but revenge, hating and curse, NO...never think about that..
i know~~ some girls will revenge, or hate or curse her ex... but not for me..
if one day i change myself....
if i meet him again~~
what is his reaction on that time???
if he does not recognize me, what should i do???

i was planning for my future already...
i want to stay and work in Penang...
i don't want to live in Kuala Lumpur...if can...
probably will migrate to other state...
i really love Penang...
if i stay Penang, i want a boyfriend from Penang too....
hard to get boyfriend actually....
i really don't understand what they want...
when we ask, they will say nothing.. ==
or either, don't busybody ==
boys are boys.... same.. lol...

and...about my facebook~
i make it as a last status...
i just want to scare people outside there..
let them realize... how they treat girls...
some boys just very mean...
they could not understand girls feelings..
girls who are innocent, should not hurt her...~~

anyways, very sleepy now... got to go sleep...
GOOD nights everyone......
i will blog tomorrow if can...
next week mid term test have to study..
good luck!!