feeling want to burst out.. ==

tell you something...

you treat me like and do me until so suffer....

i don't care...

you better don't show your face in front of me in future..

if ever i saw you,

i am going to smack you up properly..

let you feel the pain that you did to me..

you know how CRUEL are you???

you.... abandoned me twice~

TWICE  you know!!

it's so cruel!!

1st time because of your ex...you hurt me quite bad lor..just ignore me...

and this time the 2nd time is because you like someone else..break my heart until so pieces..

HOW CRUEL ARE YOU!!

now only i realize..

i shouldn't treat you so good..

so humble, so worry, and so care...

i want to tell you...

i don't hate people...

but i want you to REGRET of not having me...

my future boyfriend/husband, i will treat him like a prince next time...

if ever you find me again, i am going to smack you...!

i don't care.. i don't want to give you chance anymore..

you made me suffer..

UNTIL NOW still SUFFER!!

you just don't care about my feelings..

and you lied to me last time....

your friend go to your teacher's house and you told me, she is not there...

if i never log in to your facebook, so i don't know lar???

how can you treat me like that huh???

who is she??!!

your wife ah???

you say lar....!!

somemore, when i am talking with you at midnight..

your attitude is like... don't know how to describe..

you like want to talk to her and don't want to talk to me...

you asked me go sleep first...

if i go sleep, you and her talk until for hours lar right???

you don't even care about my feelings..

i should realize..but that time i was so stupid...

i just cried because my feelings for you so deep..

you never realize..

you never realize how important you are to me..

if your get a gf and she does not really care about you...

like how i care for you..

don't ever find me back...

you treat me so bad...

although sometimes you treat me good..

but i feel that you treat me more bad to good..!

and also..

last time you promised me to talk with me before my IT class..

your cousin called..

then you just ignored me..

i sms you and you never reply...

you see..

whatever thing you do wrong also i forgive you..

you??? if i do wrong also, so hard to let you forgive me..

what's wrong with you???

if i know i listen to mummy....

i didn't know you are like this kind of person..

i am so regret having YOU!!

don't ever come in to my life anymore..

i don't want to suffer anymore..

go away..!! it's enough...!!

you made me so suffer until i want to commit suicide...

you have no feelings!! ='(

i so being care and love you so much,

you still treat me like that..

it's ok if you break you break promise...

but you don't have to treat me so cold right???

i really don't want to see you anymore..

if ever I go to Penang, if i saw you, i will walk off...

i don't want to see you...

if i see you in a coffee shop,i will go to another shop...

because next time i will frequently go to Penang..

i love that place so much..

you don't appear in my life anymore..

i don't want you to make me suffer...

i really cannot stand anymore...

so many months already...

i still cannot forget you..

you see how serious???

you never feel guilty??

a lots of things you have done me wrong..

it's because i forgive you easily, then you never take it seriously..

i am so soft to you.. you only never realize...

very hard to find a girl like me..

mostly girls want their boys to give and take...

for me no..

i don't want.. i really don't want to see you anymore...

although you are my type of person that i liked and loved before..

but now i realize you treat me not good enough...

i already treated you so good...

you only never realize...

what i promised you.. i will take care of you like a prince...it's true..

you just missed the chance..

so... goodbye..

i don't want to see you again..

please leave my world ok???

i don't want to suffer anymore...

you really make me suffer...

GO AWAY!!

goodbye~~