i really don't like

i really don't like the way you treat me..
i never lie to you and you said that i am lying..
i already treated you as my close friend..
same as your boyfriend..
why you must think until so far???
i just want to play with your boyfriend because i treat him as my father..
i treated you as my mother...
why must you think that i want to find daddy all the way from wangsa maju till asia jaya lrt station for nothing??
you think i want to chase him???
i won't! why??? he has girlfriend already..
and if i like daddy, i won't do that also...
i will silently like him.. but i really like him as my close friend only...
because i still not yet forget my ex...
i still want my ex.but he don't want me..
what can i do... i still sad..
i know.. you told me to learn how to let go..
but you think is easy??? no man..it's not easy at all...
i tried so many things already..still the same...
i just let fate give me a good boy and always care for me..
i always do wrong thing to the boy i love because maybe i too care for him already...
now i very sad because you think i want to find daddy for nothing..
i find daddy in the morning because i want to say.. daddy, sorry for yesterday night because i quite rude to you..
but i didnt know he is late for class...
so i just tell him.gogo.... he said later lor..
after that i feel like he is not angry.. then i wonder.. i shouldn't come.. ==
after that... you know that i feel bored after class...
then i just sit in lrt....suddenly reach asia jaya i feel like he is there...
so i just get down lor... and ask him where he want to go after school.. he said want to go back home..
then i just say where are you now??? he never reply.. then i suddenly saw him lor..
so just greet him lor..
everyone busy mar... so i find my brother lor...
but you all like lying..say busy also still can hang out together..
i saw your status... say me lie.. you all the one lie lar...
want to protect yourself being right.. then simply assume me bad person...
what's wrong with you???
you already made me sad... still don't realize..
the thing you made me angry because it's seems that you can hug boys, touch them...talk to them so sweet.. sometimes i heard calling names... like dear, darling and others...
daddy don't feel anything ah???
then mummy should let daddy do like this also ma..somemore i am just his daughter....
it is like you don't trust him.. it's like you don't like..
everytime daddy touch me or play with me so happily, mummy always say don't touch her, i will get jealous...
somemore when daddy look at me and smile..i also look and smile..
then mummy say look at what... look at me..
you know how rude are you or not??
somemore i see you always bit daddy... mummy like dont sayang him wan... =(
if mummy really sayang him.. mummy don't care he is late, he show his temper sometimes, play phone for hours, and other things...
late mar late lar... maybe he as something to do.. boys like that wan mar..
then boys also sure got show temper.. cannot control them wan mar...
if they want to play with their phone and don't care you, then you show them back lar...
play your phone and ignore..

conclusion, i just don't like the way you treat people....
you like, then you do.. you never think about other people feelings...
when you don't like.. you will voice up, control people, and bit people...
daddy enough patient to you already.. so kind... where can find like this type of boy wor..
if one day he fed up then he leave you, what can you do???
you think this world, all boys are good ah???
go wonderland then yes lor...
in this real world.. NO!
only minority boys are good.. majority are bad... they only want sexy and pretty girls..
i really don't like...!
anyways.... i don't want mention these all already..
i just hope you can change your behaviour and attitude~~