life is just so tough.. T.T

i got once told myself not to fall in love anymore until i finish study..

i was too playful and childish..

and i fall in love again....

one day, i fall in love for a boy...

he did not know that i am really care and love him..

wanting him to be my life partner...

but did not know he just left me like me....

i don't know this is being arranged or not....

i am still trying to accept the truth...

trying to accept life...

life have to go on no matter what happens...

problems occur every day in my life...

about assignments,

i told my friends,

i never even copy from my senior's assignment....

of course i know it is not related to the topic we did...

just because i am not smart enough,

you all think that i copy from senior???

why would you all think like this???

you all should know..

i am the last person should do..

so you all have to be fast and send to me your documents...

not only i wrong... you all are the factors too...

you all should send me earlier...

don't take your time....

that's why i just do by myself...

do things, do fast...

don't let people wait for you...

it's not good at all ok...

if you all send me the final documents,

then if i still yet to be done,

i am sure you all will scold me asking me to faster..

who fault??? not me...is you all...

you all do so slow..

i am the last one who finish actually....

but i finish as a first person.. ==

how can~~

my part is all summarize leh...

you all should know...

don't simply say i never think people feelings...

you all are the one never think of my feelings..

can simply say i copy from senior...

can simply say i do wrong and ask me to do again..

what??? you all treat me as what???

i am honest ok...

i do things honest wan...

if i were fake, i won't learn anything...

i don't want to talk much..

just hoping you all understand...

maybe you all think that i am not so intelligent as you all..

so if i have advantage, i will use it..eg, i copy fro my senior.. no need to think and research..

your head..! i got browse through internet and search ok...

my spent my whole weekend just because of this...

and you all said i copy from senior???

how can you all treat me like that???

if i know, i will not share details with you all..

you all always simply talk...

i never means i never..if i got, i will say..

i will not lie wan...

i don't want to talk so much already...

let the decision ownself make it..

and also i told you all already.. let lecturer check before print out...

you all act as everything correct...

pf also like that.. thinking that everything is correct without let lecturer check..

how can... see now so many problems and errors...

print out all for nothing.. not only print.. even bind..

wasting money you know...

why we must always do thing twice wan geh???

i told you all mar... show to lecturer whether can or not..

why you all so stubborn don't want to show???

just now in class also..i asked you all...

show to lecturer..later scare a lot of wrong..

and now you see.. what i said correct right???

lecturer is smarter than us.. we should let what lecturer advise us to do what....

follow his instructions...

we are just students... not yet diploma, degree or master, or PhD...

so don't act smart... ok???

i know you all smart.. cgpa get high...

but please lar... lecturer is even more smarter..

if wrong, he will tell and explain...

if correct, he will say yes, correct....

please respect lecturers ok...

don't think everything you all do can get high marks..

we have to depend on people also..

then can get high marks...

haizz... different people different feelings lor...

maybe i am different species... ='(

anyways.. GOOD nights world....

have a nice dream..

hope tomorrow can be a better day in my life.. =)