to my mummy and daddy

to Lydia and Jon...

you two know I am your daughter~~
let me tell mummy something,
maybe I haven't know you so well,
that's why I cannot stand the way you treated me..
seriously very different...
and today, you never even say goodbye to me..
you left without telling me..
do you know you just hurt my feelings???
if i never sms you, i will never eat lunch...
i thought you left, then i can eat lunch..
and also, maybe i think too much...
think too much, something like~~
i feel bad for you if you treat people like this..
bit and shout at people...
you should not treat people like this..
it's very hurtful..~~
now i just need to know you more...
be comfortable with.. i am serious... i already treat you as my close friend now..
because we everytime hang out together...
i also treat you like my real sister since i don't have any sister..
but since you have boyfriend, i better said to be treated as daughter..
i am sorry..maybe i think too much...
what i had said today, i hope you can forget...
i just want to know why you must be like that..i have no intention of doing anything..
i know i was wrong...i should not say like that...
i know you are a good person..
that's why you have a good boyfriend..
am I right??? =)
just that you want yourself to be treated like a princess...
now only i realize..
i know.. mummy and daddy are now very angry of me right???
just that i feel jealous if mummy hangs out with your friends without me...
if mummy tells me earlier, maybe i can go do my own work...
same to daddy...i feel jealous because mummy daddy hang out without me..
like leave me alone.. you two maybe think that i don't have friends???
but seriously... since when i start college,
all the time i was talking was my ex...
he was the one who gave me happiness...
and not lonely at all...
but it became sour when I reach to 2nd year diploma..
i am seriously feel very lonely...
then when i get to know you two as my mother and father..
i am so appreciate and thankful to God...
at least I can spend time with you all...
you two know what I mean or not???
i don''t want to be alone anymore..
very scary leh... ='(
i hope you two understand..
don't think that i do wrong then don't want forgive me... ok???
i know i wrong already...i promise won't think too much..
and be a good daughter.. i will try my best to be a better daughter
and also listen to mummy daddy...
but do not bit and scold me if i do anything wrong.. ='(

GOOD NIGHTS TO THE WORLD!!

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