i love and hate being single

stupid life~~!
really stupid life now!!
why i love single life???
freedom~~ no need a boy to disturb....( but this i don't mind because if i really love a boy, he disturb me also i won't mind) hehe
i can do anything i like... sometimes if i have boyfriend, he don't like this and that.. he wants me to do this and that... sometimes i don't like if he don't like this but i like..lol...and vice verse... ^o^
hmm... then i can spend more with my family and my daily life...
i can listen music, write lyrics, do anything i like lor..^_^
i can mingle with friends.. boys and girls.. haha....

and many more~~~

why i hate single life???
lonely!! =( i see so many couples... they hold hands, some hug and laugh together...
i think back of my ex boyfriend.. because i still love him deeply...
haizz.. sad~~ ='(
everytime alone... no one beside me...whenever i have nothing to do..i feel alone because no one to talk.. usually i am in college... i am usually alone.. haizzz....


the thing is i still love my ex boyfriend... can i say out his name???
i don't know why i still love him so much... ==
he asked me to forget him..i cannot.. lol...
but i already forgive him.. i still treat him as my good friend...
just that..i don't know he wants to friends with me or not... -.-
i did a lot of mistakes.. that's why i don't know he still accept me as his good friends..
haizzz... sorry, i realize i did a lot of mistakes to you...
you know i am not mature yet.. i don't know how to think last time..
i need to learn lesson, then i will learn.........
please forgive me... i know i won't do wrong to you already..
i understand why you leave me...
because i am not enough good..
it seems like i cannot understand you....
it seems like i am not enough for you...
am i right???
i just too follow my feelings...i hope you know what i mean.....
just that.... like what you said.. we can be friends..but not now..
if we still talk to each other..i sure cannot forget you...
i need take years to forget you..=(
i am sorry...i still cannot forget you... ='(

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

It was him

When i posted 'it was him'.. you guys thinking ' the guy i loved???' lol.. nolarh.. =.='' not him.. xD just that...... ='( hmm... let me just slowly say here... it's quite sad message.. if you guys want to read then just read... thanks.. but if you don't.. just proceed.. or close the browser window... i know some people don't like other people talking emotional things..== it's just life ok.. got happy, got sad... okie..... enough of that..=.='''' i am here just that.... it was 30th March 2013, if i am not mistaken... because that day, my exams have finished.. i am on semester break.. and yea... my parents brought my brothers and I to my uncle's house.... i went there... and when i reached.. i saw him....my heart hurts....why??? maybe it's because he is my favourite uncle.. and i saw his condition.. my nerve told me... he is getting worse... i kept praying and hoping... that he will be bette...
Read more

Pemanasan Global

Pemanasan Global Pemanasan global merupakan satu fenomena pemerangkapan gas yang dikenali sebagai gas rumah hijau yang mana kumpulan gas ini menghalang dan memerangkap haba bumi daripada terbebas keluar ke angkasa. Sifat kumpulan gas ini ialah membenarkan bahangan matahari menembusinya tetapi menghalang pembebasan semula bahangan bumi ke atmosfera. Contoh gas rumah hijau ialah karbon dioksida, karbon monoksida, kloroflorokarbon (CFC), metana, nitrogen oksida dan lain-lain. Kebiasaannya, fenomena pemanasan global dapat dirasai dengan lebih jelas di kawasan kutub utara dan selatan, kawasan pembangunan perindustrian, kawasan perbandaran dan banyak lagi tempat dunia. Punca-punca: Aktiviti perindustrian merupakan punca utama kepada fenomena pemanasan global. Pembakaran bahan api fosil seperti gas dan arang batu bagi menggerakkan mesin dan jentera telah mengeluarkan banyak gas rumah hijau terutamanya gas karbon dioksida. Semakin banyak gas karbon dioksida dihasilkan, semakin banyak haba yang...
Read more

2 days life..=P

Image
Yesterday was the terrible day..=( I was stuck in my bedroom.. Cant come out.. The door is lock..= = I force to open also cannot.. Aiyoo.. Lucky my brother helped me.. Also cannot.. Call daddy..cannot too..=( Then call uncle..who is my neighbour… Can oo..:) Cool…. I get locked and still my both brothers laughing..= = Lame…laugh at me… Hurmm..lol.. Actually I was fixing the reeling(hang clothes geh) Then..half way doing… My brother open the door.. OH MY GOODNESS… I thought locked.. Everytime I lock wan mar.. So I dunno lar.. My brother open till cannot.. I just stand there like a noob.. Hahaha.. Stupid thing.. I act smart..lol.. So…I say.. Ah gor..i try open… OH MY GOD… Cannot lar… I’m stuck..after like 1 hour can already… So yeah… Then… My eldest brother and uncle climb upstairs with a ladder.. Oh my goodness… Lucky they r safe.. Thank GOD.. =D now okie lor.. =) sorry that I nvr blog for so man days… I was sick… Sorry…=D Now I’m already recover… I’m yawning now.. But my eyes cant cl...
Read more