i really don't like this feeling ='(

the feeling when I am listening to slow song~~
the feeling when I am lonely~~
the feeling when I am alone~~
it's like I am only person in this world~~
no other boy I will fall in love~~ ='(
why I cannot forget this boy???
can anyone tell me???
first time in my life~~
I couldn't except the fact of breaking up with someone I really loved~~
He is the one who chases me~~
He is the one who talks to me first~~
He is the one who wants to find me first~~
He is the one who confess his feelings for me first~~
Why all the sudden he did me like that~~
tears rolling down~~ it's useless~~
I have to except it but my feeling is stubborn~~
We did not talk to each other anymore~~
He might think I don't want to friend with him because he hurt me too much~~
I know that I am very stupid enough to still love him eventhough he hurt me so much~~
my feelings is just very stubborn~~
I don't know how to let go this feelings~~
I don't know how to learn things fast~~
It's bombastic when he did this to me~~
what i do, what i get, where i go, what i want,~~~~~
non of them can make me forget him~~
who can help me???
is Buddha teaching me something???
i don't know~~ ='(
i just want a boy who appreciate who i am, and always care and be honest to me...~~
because~~ to tell you the truth~~
I never lie to you before~~ you only lie to me a few times~~
I only lie you the time i sleep~~ that's not lying actually~~ just telling the time~~
lying is like you are doing things bad behind the person who loves you~~
get what I mean???
my exams is around the corner~~
suddenly think of him these few days~~
i don't know why~~ ='(
i want to forget, but the image of him keep coming into my mind... ='(
i just don't know what to do~~
i hope there is a person who can help me~~

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