Maybe I am right or wrong???
Lovers cannot last long???
Lovers can last long???
Sometimes, your lover leave you, or...
sometimes... your lover pass away...
sometimes.... you leave your lover....
the saddest thing is that you or your lover pass away...
one of you cannot see again anymore..
our life still have to go on no matter what happen...
what i can say now is that i learn a lot since when i was young until now...
i learn to listen although i am very stubborn....
i learn to let go things although i love it so much....
i learn to make decision on my own....
i learn to think what is right and what is wrong....
i learn to be a happy girl....
i learn to be a wonderful girl...
and many more....
my past experiences...
i always never listen to my parents... i do what i like and in the end.... i cried because it hurts me...
i always want the thing i want... my parents said 'no' but i take it.. in the end, i get it and i cried...
i always force to listen parent's decision although i don't like....
i always never think first before doing things...always the right things turn into wrong things and vice versa...
i always sad when i see couples outside... seeing around people are happy... i was thinking.. when only i want to get my happiness??? is it my own or people help me???
i always think myself a lower status girl... because i am not fit to be high status girl....
and many more....
since this year... i learn a lot of things....
the main thing is my relationship....
i do know how is the feeling when we break up...
i was thinking... break up only.. have other people...
i cannot feel it... it is just so hurtful....
and when comes to my turn....i know how it feels...
that's why when i watch movies/dramas/short stories....
i usually cry.. i wonder myself... why should I cry??? really touching or what???
no.. it is sad... touches our heart..~~
maybe i can't feel any feelings on that time.. because i was not in a serious relationship...
i always tell myself to just play around with friends and don't get into them too much...
i didn't know.. i fall in love with this boy.... so much...
i don't know he is a lucky guy or unlucky guy if he get me....
i was thinking that....he was the one who teaches me a lot of things...
well... if you want to know... i can list out what he had done for me...
although i am angry of him now because he hurt me and break our promises...
but i think back that, love can change...
maybe i am not mature yet.. so i was very childish..
thought of revenge.. revenge as in keep disturbing him...
nonono... i just leave him alone...
i always talk about him, it's because i want him to know...
how much he mean to me....
i am still waiting for you...
if you have girlfriend... then i will try my super best to forget you...
if you don't have girlfriend yet.. i might be chasing you after my advanced diploma..
now is money world.... people all cannot live without money...
but... people can live without love.. am I right???
we need to eat... money???
we need to have shelter... money also???
we need clothes... money???
we need to shop.... money???
we need to go for vacation.. money???
we need to pay for our daily expenses???
many more... cannot list out all.. haha
what about love???
we can be single if no love...
but sometimes we feel lonely....
as long as we have friends around...
then ok.. =)
now my feelings tell me that i should carry on my life no matter what happens....
without him or with him. just go...
it tells me that it wants to see how long i can live...
it tells me that it wants to know what i am doing until i go to the next world...
my feelings seem to be right...or maybe wrong???
i do not know... everytime when i am sad.. i always up the sky...
when i am happy... i will look at people and smile....
when i am angry, of course i will go and eat ice-cream...
well... i will blog soon....
these are just all my thoughts.
i hope the boy i loved still remember me...
i have a letter for him.. but i don't dare to send him... nevermind....
GOOD NIGHTS WORLD...
ENJOY YOUR LIFE NO MATTER WHAT....
TAKE CARE!!
Lovers can last long???
Sometimes, your lover leave you, or...
sometimes... your lover pass away...
sometimes.... you leave your lover....
the saddest thing is that you or your lover pass away...
one of you cannot see again anymore..
our life still have to go on no matter what happen...
what i can say now is that i learn a lot since when i was young until now...
i learn to listen although i am very stubborn....
i learn to let go things although i love it so much....
i learn to make decision on my own....
i learn to think what is right and what is wrong....
i learn to be a happy girl....
i learn to be a wonderful girl...
and many more....
my past experiences...
i always never listen to my parents... i do what i like and in the end.... i cried because it hurts me...
i always want the thing i want... my parents said 'no' but i take it.. in the end, i get it and i cried...
i always force to listen parent's decision although i don't like....
i always never think first before doing things...always the right things turn into wrong things and vice versa...
i always sad when i see couples outside... seeing around people are happy... i was thinking.. when only i want to get my happiness??? is it my own or people help me???
i always think myself a lower status girl... because i am not fit to be high status girl....
and many more....
since this year... i learn a lot of things....
the main thing is my relationship....
i do know how is the feeling when we break up...
i was thinking... break up only.. have other people...
i cannot feel it... it is just so hurtful....
and when comes to my turn....i know how it feels...
that's why when i watch movies/dramas/short stories....
i usually cry.. i wonder myself... why should I cry??? really touching or what???
no.. it is sad... touches our heart..~~
maybe i can't feel any feelings on that time.. because i was not in a serious relationship...
i always tell myself to just play around with friends and don't get into them too much...
i didn't know.. i fall in love with this boy.... so much...
i don't know he is a lucky guy or unlucky guy if he get me....
i was thinking that....he was the one who teaches me a lot of things...
well... if you want to know... i can list out what he had done for me...
although i am angry of him now because he hurt me and break our promises...
but i think back that, love can change...
maybe i am not mature yet.. so i was very childish..
thought of revenge.. revenge as in keep disturbing him...
nonono... i just leave him alone...
i always talk about him, it's because i want him to know...
how much he mean to me....
i am still waiting for you...
if you have girlfriend... then i will try my super best to forget you...
if you don't have girlfriend yet.. i might be chasing you after my advanced diploma..
now is money world.... people all cannot live without money...
but... people can live without love.. am I right???
we need to eat... money???
we need to have shelter... money also???
we need clothes... money???
we need to shop.... money???
we need to go for vacation.. money???
we need to pay for our daily expenses???
many more... cannot list out all.. haha
what about love???
we can be single if no love...
but sometimes we feel lonely....
as long as we have friends around...
then ok.. =)
now my feelings tell me that i should carry on my life no matter what happens....
without him or with him. just go...
it tells me that it wants to see how long i can live...
it tells me that it wants to know what i am doing until i go to the next world...
my feelings seem to be right...or maybe wrong???
i do not know... everytime when i am sad.. i always up the sky...
when i am happy... i will look at people and smile....
when i am angry, of course i will go and eat ice-cream...
well... i will blog soon....
these are just all my thoughts.
i hope the boy i loved still remember me...
i have a letter for him.. but i don't dare to send him... nevermind....
GOOD NIGHTS WORLD...
ENJOY YOUR LIFE NO MATTER WHAT....
TAKE CARE!!
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