this is just my oppinion

i don't know i sounds right or wrong...
but i was just thinking....
sometimes i feel like don't want to have boyfriend~~
it's because~~
1. i don't want to be hurt...
2. i don't want he to lie at me....
3. i don't want him to make me sad....

and others...
do you know, the feeling is like....
some glass break your heart..
when you found out that the person you loved....~~
love another person...
parents refuse....
something block....
seriously....
=(
sometimes.... love..... i know we have to trust and to be honest.... but human nature.... there are minority people who are like this.... so if you really love the person, just be with that person... doesn't matter parents refuse or something block such as studies, working, places or what... just that your love for that person is real.... no matter where you both live... it's like you both are together... just right beside each other... get what i mean???
sometimes.... we are young... we are not yet mature... we never think... suddenly love this person... then just go ahead.. never think of far.... might be true.. might be false.. meaning that... might be real fate, might be fake fate... so it's our luck.. it's all created and arranged by God.... we cannot do anything...
it's very sad thing... but we have to accept it.... because it's our karma... and what we did last life....
we have to repay back for this life...
sometimes i feel like committing suicide due to relationship few months back..
because i loved this boy so much... but when i think  back....
i shouldn't... it's because i have to repay back my life...
and i cannot do this to my parents.. they are the one who take care of me since young until now...
so i decided to forget him... try to forget the feelings.... but it's very hard.. yes.. really hard....
i just need more time.. maybe 1 year plus to 2 years??? i don't now...
depending... if i like another boy... then i will eventually forget him....not to say forget him.. just forget the feelings...
some couples... they are very loving... and one party.... ok.. sometimes... that person(girl/boy) mother and father might be worrying.. because they scare their child might do anything stupid.. so they told their children.. not to involve.... but some are stubborn... ok... make sure no stupid thing.. that is enough....
and also.. be patient if you really love the person....
for me... i just don't know why i am still waiting for the boy i loved.... although he hurt me.. lol....
how stupid am I...........

anyways.... this is just my opinion.... if one couple really love each other.. cherish it... don't let it go... if you let it go... you might regret... even worst... whole life...don't care what people tell you.. they might be jealous, or hate you.. or whatsoever lar.. haha......
so.... just think maturely... =)

GOOD NIGHTS....!!

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