to my beloved mummy

to my mummy, Lydia...
until now, we spend so much time together...
we play, we laugh, we scold, we eat, we drink, we go to bus to college and elsewhere, we smile, we argue, we stare, we love, we like,..... and many more.... *love*
i really love to spend time with mummy....
since when i broke up with my bf..i don't know who can change my life....
my life turned into dark.. i thought of committing suicide...
but when i think back... i still have my family.. especially my parents...
i love my parents so much.. that's why i always listen to them...
i was very stubborn... i was really a bad girl last time..
time goes by.. day goes by...
i learn many things, mummy....
i learn how to listen, i learn how to depend on myself, i learn how to mix around with friends...
maybe i don't have friends last time, it's because i was stubborn, i was very arrogant.. i always think i am right...really... i am usually like this kind of person.. and i always scold people for no reasons...
because... what i want, i sure will get... mummy know i am very pampered daughter...
my parents always give me what i want... if i don't have i sure angry bird wan. haha...xD
or either troll face... LOL.....
then when this boy, the boy i really loved... he suddenly left me... i only know that life is not perfect...all humans don't have the full things they want.. am I right mummy???=)
although i still remember him... although i still got feelings for him...it's not easy to forget the person you really love.. am I right??? i just wait for fate to give me another chance or get a new one.. depends on God..

mummy.... do you know i already treat you as my real sister??? you always be with me when i am lonely... i really cannot find people like you..... sometimes i got angry of you... because you mistaken... sometimes i got jealous.... because mummy don't care me.. haha... but i understand... mummy need freedom right??? ^o^
mummy... i just want to tell you.. don't ever leave me.... because once you leave me... i sure will cry and cry and cry....
mummy don't know how suffer am I when i broke up with my bf... i never eat, i never sleep, i only lay on bed seeing my phone.. and crying whole day.. until i sick.. for 2 months plus... i grow thinner a lot... mummy don't want to see me no eat right??? haha.. so mummy don't leave me ok???
i don't have sister... so i want to treat you as my real sister.. but of course i still call you my mummy.. ^o^
very fun..
what i said to you before..i hope you forgive me... because maybe i not yet mature... or maybe think too much.. i am sorry if i made you sad and angry last time...
muack muack mummy... i love you mummy....
i hope our relationship ( mother and daughter/ sisters...) can last forever..like daddy and mummy love.. HAHA.. bluek...LOL.. naughty huh.. ^O^

take care yaaa..
i always be there with mummy...
anything mummy not happy, just come to me... ^o^

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