12.38pm
if you really want to forget about me..
if you really want to leave me,
if you really want me to give up on you,'
if you really want me to forget you,
if you really want me to get another person to replace you,
if you really want me to change everything in my life,
what somemore~~ >0<
if you really don't want me to waste my time for you anymore,
if you are really just playing for the whole time,
if you really don't want to appreciate how much you meant to me,
if you really don't want to find me anymore,
if you really don't want to love me anymore,
if you really don't want to appear in front of me anymore,
i might cannot accept the fact...
but what i must tell you that you just made the wrong decision....
i am the girl who is sincere to you...
you can count how many months...
from 30th March to 6 September...
where got people can still love a person,
where they both never talk, never see each other, never sms, never call, never keep in touch, never hear the voice...and never do any single signal to each other...
you say leh... how???
you remove me from facebook, and after that you blocked me....
you are very mean to me, but i still love you,
nearly 6 months....you are still in my heart...
i have many new friends..
got girls got boys...
those boys are just my good friends...some are close friends..
sometimes God wants me to meet another person,
but my heart is stubborn... my heart still wants you...
what can you say???
i might be not enough mature like people told me before...
but i heard my heart told me that something is behind you...
something is blocking us from getting together..
you did not mention break up...
you just told me that forget you, don't waste my time on you...
you loved someone else... if you love someone else...you will be chasing her until you get her...
but when i go to your profile these few days...i feel that you still remember me...
i feel that you are lying to me... no one knows that you are actually lying or telling the truth...
i also don't know... only one person know... Buddha/Guan Yin...
they can see what you are doing there.... they can feel how you feel..
i really don't like the way you treated me last time which is after chinese new year....
i didn't know you can hurt me...
why you have to hurt me???
we live far away... but you know that i still care for you...
just distance... why must everyone against you.. especially your parents and your relatives..
they don't know I am a good girl??? why must they think I am from Kuala Lumpur, who is bad person???
not all Kuala Lumpur people are bad.. not all of them want money only..i am not that type..
what i earn, i spend myself..i don't need your money actually...
i did told you before... i don't want anything from you..i just want your love and care....
i want your soul....one day if i got go to Penang... if i still love you..i MUST find you back no matter what....
my love for you are still deep.....never a boy in my life..i loved so much...
that person is you....
'Ronald Tan Liang...'
i don't care what people think about me..this is my life....
i love the person so much... i don't want anything to block us anymore...
unless you really don't want me...
i will give up in the end...
but i will be waiting....if you read this blog.....this section....
i hope that you will call or sms my cellphone..
because i never change my number...
why??? because i am still waiting.... these number... 9431 is special for me...
and also 5321 is also special to me..
is not that i feel you are the only boy in this world...
yes, there are many boys..but i just love you one person...
is not that i over you too much...is that i still have love and care for you..
there are many hidden feelings in my heart..
i couldn't say out now...
day by day... i will recover... that's why i can afford to your to your profile...
i just can wish you take care and good luck....
sorry, i cannot say goodbye yet..
i still want you....~~
if you really want to leave me,
if you really want me to give up on you,'
if you really want me to forget you,
if you really want me to get another person to replace you,
if you really want me to change everything in my life,
what somemore~~ >0<
if you really don't want me to waste my time for you anymore,
if you are really just playing for the whole time,
if you really don't want to appreciate how much you meant to me,
if you really don't want to find me anymore,
if you really don't want to love me anymore,
if you really don't want to appear in front of me anymore,
i might cannot accept the fact...
but what i must tell you that you just made the wrong decision....
i am the girl who is sincere to you...
you can count how many months...
from 30th March to 6 September...
where got people can still love a person,
where they both never talk, never see each other, never sms, never call, never keep in touch, never hear the voice...and never do any single signal to each other...
you say leh... how???
you remove me from facebook, and after that you blocked me....
you are very mean to me, but i still love you,
nearly 6 months....you are still in my heart...
i have many new friends..
got girls got boys...
those boys are just my good friends...some are close friends..
sometimes God wants me to meet another person,
but my heart is stubborn... my heart still wants you...
what can you say???
i might be not enough mature like people told me before...
but i heard my heart told me that something is behind you...
something is blocking us from getting together..
you did not mention break up...
you just told me that forget you, don't waste my time on you...
you loved someone else... if you love someone else...you will be chasing her until you get her...
but when i go to your profile these few days...i feel that you still remember me...
i feel that you are lying to me... no one knows that you are actually lying or telling the truth...
i also don't know... only one person know... Buddha/Guan Yin...
they can see what you are doing there.... they can feel how you feel..
i really don't like the way you treated me last time which is after chinese new year....
i didn't know you can hurt me...
why you have to hurt me???
we live far away... but you know that i still care for you...
just distance... why must everyone against you.. especially your parents and your relatives..
they don't know I am a good girl??? why must they think I am from Kuala Lumpur, who is bad person???
not all Kuala Lumpur people are bad.. not all of them want money only..i am not that type..
what i earn, i spend myself..i don't need your money actually...
i did told you before... i don't want anything from you..i just want your love and care....
i want your soul....one day if i got go to Penang... if i still love you..i MUST find you back no matter what....
my love for you are still deep.....never a boy in my life..i loved so much...
that person is you....
'Ronald Tan Liang...'
i don't care what people think about me..this is my life....
i love the person so much... i don't want anything to block us anymore...
unless you really don't want me...
i will give up in the end...
but i will be waiting....if you read this blog.....this section....
i hope that you will call or sms my cellphone..
because i never change my number...
why??? because i am still waiting.... these number... 9431 is special for me...
and also 5321 is also special to me..
is not that i feel you are the only boy in this world...
yes, there are many boys..but i just love you one person...
is not that i over you too much...is that i still have love and care for you..
there are many hidden feelings in my heart..
i couldn't say out now...
day by day... i will recover... that's why i can afford to your to your profile...
i just can wish you take care and good luck....
sorry, i cannot say goodbye yet..
i still want you....~~
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