12.48am

the feelings of a human... cannot be hurt.. when it is hurt.... the feel... the touch... is seriously very pain...
no matter how much it heals.... it will never be fully recover... am I right???
the memories of a human in their mind... cannot be forget.... when it is nice to remember... the feel... the touch... is seriously memorable... no matter how much it goes away, it will eventually come back to the mind.... am I right???

so please be careful when you are doing things...
hey, can i ask you something???
if one day i fall in love with the same boy,
what should I do ah???
fates does do the job..
but i am just wondering, who is my special boy...
i hope i can have one in the future...
i wish i could go through until master..i was aiming to be a master holder now..
sometimes when i like the boy, the boy has a girlfriend..
sometimes when i like the boy, the boy likes another girl...
oh my.gg... =(
seriously.... challenges in life.. must fight must fight.. haha...
if i ever send a letter to him.. how would the situation be???
will he be angry??? will he be sad??? will he be hating me???
hey..i am not sure... =(
fine.. soon i will...
i just trying to forget the past now...
i have decided.. but it's totally hard..
sometimes i like the wrong person.... =(
if ever you like a person who has girlfriend/boyfriend???
if ever you like a person who like another girl/boy???
if ever you like a person who is already engaged/married???
the feeling is very hurt and pain.... ='(

the thing now is i don't want to think....
i just wondering.. who can accompany me to forget everything???
beer is the most effective..i won't get drunk if i drink..
but i never drink.... i want!!.... =(

now the time is my sleeping beauty time...
i don't want to think anymore...
never and ever....
please don't hurt me again....
in future..... if ever a boy hurt me again...
i will make sure that God is doing the right thing for me...
be fair... i never do anything wrong..
i don't deserve this life...
give me back my happiness....
give me back... i want back.. i want my everything....
hmmm.....
if you feel the same feeling as me... you will know how i feel.. =(
not fair... life is so not fair... ='(

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