alamak.... !!

i failed so many subjects in semester 4....
i felt dizzy and confused....
my best friend told me to resit 2... i will...
but how can i don't tell my parents???
i don't want to let them know that i fail a lot..
i will pay for myself...
but the thing is next semester i cannot hide anymore...
maybe this semester can... but next semester.... =(
how how how???
i scare they scold me... =(
i scare they don't let me hang out with my best friends and all my friends...
i scare they don't let me play computer anymore.... =(
how??? =(
god please help me
i really don't like this course.. but i do it for my parents...
they want me to be an Accountant, so i want to pursue it....
i want to make them proud when people ask them what is your daughter studying.... =(
how??? anyone can help me???
i already put all my efforts in studies...
sometimes my mental also crazy...i just don't know why...
sometimes i can be mad... sometimes i cannot control my emotions..
i don't know what happen to me..
it's like something go inside my body....
=( anyone can help me???
my stomach very pain lor....
i don't know what to do....
i feel like giving up.... but i don't want...my instinct said NO....
but my mind said i cannot stand anymore....
ahhh.... i don't know how... ==
somemore this semester i feel is very hard and tough...
i don't know how... =(

can anyone help me???
how to don't tell my parents???
i scare they scold me then i no mood study de..
i promise them already....won't change course..
i will proceed to the highest level....
now... haizzz....nothing to say...
what to do???

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