how can I control...

i know you told me to forget you...
but these few days....
when i sleep...
i just don't know why....
my mind suddenly think of you...
i can see your image...
and yesterday... do you know what happened???
i have nightmare....i don't know whether i want to say here or not...
let me release what i am feeling right now...
i feel confuse.....when i check in the net...
what does it mean when you suddenly think of that person deeply???
i found that that that person is missing you...
is it true???
and i found that i still have deep feelings for that person...
i am very confuse.... nearly 8 months....
do i still have deep feelings for him???
i want to forget him....
but he keep appearing my mind...
what does it mean???
i don't want to think... but it keep appearing my mind...
i say don't want... go away....
but it keep coming...
what should i do???
what does it means???
i dreamt of him also...
hmm..='(
i don't know what to do right now.... ='(

and i have nightmare....
is related to my close friend...
i scare they will angry...so i better don't say here..
just that... i hope they can be together forever..
God bless them..Amen.. lol...

i feel strange lar.... what should i do now???
my feeling keep asking me to find him back..
but i don't want... because i already made a decision....
to study properly first...
if i still have deep feelings.. then i might be chasing him back..
i don't care what people think...
myself, my life.... only God is controlling my life..
no other people can control my life....

who can tell me??? ='(
heartbroken..

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