to everyone

tell me your answer....

when we are friends already...
why you must not leave me???
why you must like me???
why you must careful of your actions towards me???
why you must think before doing things???
why you must care for me???
why you must treat me as close friends when we already hang out everytime???
why you must not let go of me when we are already very close friendship???

when we are lovers already...
why you must not leave me alone???
why you must love me???
why you must careful of your words when talking to me???
why you must think before doing things???
why you must care for my feelings???
why you have to treat me special???
why you must not let go of me when we are already together???

answer me..
i don't want to lose you anymore..
when i know it's too late..
but my feelings cannot control...
sometimes i play too much with one person...
i want to be best friend with her...
and for boy.. i also want to be best friend with him..
i treat as brother/sister...
if the boy don't have girlfriend... i will slowly like him..
if the boy got girlfriend.. i will treat him as a special person only...
i won't be so bad...
and i don't want my best friends, close friends to leave me alone...
now i am happy even though i am alone... but i just want to spend time with my best friend.. why cannot??? :(
if people not intend to be close to me, then try not to be close to me lor... :(
so disappointed, so heartbroken....
no one knows my real feelings... because everyday they see me so happy....
if i show my real feelings how???
will people help me???
you say leh??? :(

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