4.08pm

still loving you...
i hope that everyday can be a better day...
i hope that everyday can be a easier day...
no need angry, no need sad, no need happy, no need laugh...
lol.... just neutral cannot meh???
who say rich people are always happy???
and who say poor people are always sad???
most important is love ma..
i just wondering something.. but don't want to say here..
later people misunderstand...
how can i afford to take care of you when i can't even take care of myself???
am i right???
since now i am already single... i thought of going to do something different in my life...
i don't know whether my mind is telling me the truth... ^O^
but i hope so... ^O^
then i can yay yay yay.. =P LOL

now waiting for my baby... lol.. not boyfriend...is my close friend... ^O^
she has class now.... i am so free... so do blogging lorh...
when i am at home... sometimes no online lorh... alot of things to do..
i have to keep myself busy... if not sure remember back the past...
nothing to go back.. but to go forward...
although i can forgive things i really don't like to happen....
but i cannot forget...

how nice i have money now... then i can just do anything i like...
i am facing financial problem.... haizzz...
that's why i work lorh...
anyways... tomorrow i have to work again...
maybe tonight i will not online again... =(
cannot play again...
i want to work to get money...
i want to work to support myself...

to my family...
i don't want to tell my semester 4 results because i don't want to lose hope...
my type of person very fast lose hope..
stop asking me about my results can ma???
because when i tell you all... mummy always say i can ah... scare i cannot and this that all...
i don't like you all think negative... i want positive...
i already tell you all so many times... be positive.. you all just ignore..
that's why i give up... i am losing hope day by day...
but i think already... i cannot lose.... I CANNOT LOSE IN MY LIFE...
i must be a successful person... because ONLY ONE TIME i born in this world....
God brings me here because want me to be independent... HE wants me to a good girl...
stop asking me.... i don't like... it will make me lose hope...
sometimes i also don't like the environment at home...
why??? my mummy and gor gor always arguing same thing... shout there shout here..
yesterday i am very pissed off... how many times i have to tell them???
keep quiet...i am already stress... they still don't understand my situation..
i have to study... i have to think for my future... i have to work to support myself..
if i keep using my parents money, i will not be independent.... i hope i can reach 21 years old fast...
because i want to support my own..i don't care what you all think... but i still want to...
i know i very stubborn.. if i fail... i will not lose...i still will climb.. how hard also i will climb...
why??? because i am young now..i still strong..... i don't want to live like this life in future...
i keep my feelings... all the pain from young until now... i feel that this 19 years, i am enough of everything...
i want to depend on myself... and when i am success.... i promise mummy daddy.. i will bring you all travel around the world... i hope so can.. ^O^

LOVE YOU.. ^O^

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