i dont care how you look at me

i don't bother how people look at me...
you want to hate me then hate me....
i know there is many people out there are hating me...
why??? i do not know why.. their problem...not mine...
not my business... i just want to persuade my career...
i do not know what i am doing now..
i am still figuring out what to do...
now i need money...
at least around rm500 for my resit papers and some documents
it is tiring if you are working and studying...
you are working as a students from mondays to fridays..
and you are working saturdays and sundays...
i guess i can stand the pressure???
just that yesterday..i was very disappointed...
because i helped my brother all the way...
i just want to borrow him some money and i will return him back soon...
but he scolded me saying i bought those documents are non-sense...
fine... if you don't want to help me... then next time in future i don't want to help you already..
i will keep saying busy and busy.. how will you feel???
now i am in dufficulity finding for money...
just borrow from you rm300 also cannot???
i promise will return back..if  not why i work???
i only realize when i was resting on my bed yesterday night around 12am...
i couldn't sleep... but thinking why my brother can do to me like that....
i just realize... when you help people when they are having trouble...
and turns to you.. you are having trouble... they don't bother
they got feelings wan or not??? why can't they think the other way???
when they are in difficulity.. they need help... who help them??? you right???
then why must they don't help you when you are having trouble....
my problem now is money... i need money...
not for bad things.. is for my own things...
i won't use money just for smoking, gambling or drinking.. no..and never...
why people just can't understand my feelings...???
maybe i shouldn't treat people too good anymore..
only they are very good to me.. then i will treat them good....

i don't care... you want to like me then like me...
you want to hate me... THEN HATE ME!!.....

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