the feelings

i wonder what is real feelings now...
feeling different....
just now only i download 'love story in harvard'
i watched last time de... but I want to watch again...
i want to feel the love back.... i scare my feelings will go away...=.=''
i love this drama so much... =) just that i don't want to go back the past...
but just that... i have to continue my life.... so i want to watch this back.. hehehe...
my type... i usually keep things all by own.. i keep everything in my heart wan..
i don't want let people know.. why??? i don't want to let them worry... i want everyone to be happy...last time i thought i have everything, that's why i am so arrogant.. doesn't care of people feelings much...
i want to practice myself to build my emotions and feelings...
any trouble...i have to face by my own..... when i sad, i just keep in my heart... happy also keep in my heart.... i hope that i can depend on my own... whether i am with my parents, i want them to be with me.... =( i don't know how is my feelings now...
i don't know which road to go.... =(
i don't know where is the right path for me... =(
i don't know this path is correct for me or not.... =(
sometimes i am dreaming, it's because i am thinking who am I actually..
why i can feel people's feelings???
why music that i listen can make my heart beat fast???
i don't know who am I now.. =(
I wish i could get it fast....
my mind has many things..
human is not perfect....
God please help me....
I really your help.... ='(
i don't want people to look down at me... ='(
i want to win.... i really want to be a winner....
i don't want to lose to people anymore... ='(

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

It was him

When i posted 'it was him'.. you guys thinking ' the guy i loved???' lol.. nolarh.. =.='' not him.. xD just that...... ='( hmm... let me just slowly say here... it's quite sad message.. if you guys want to read then just read... thanks.. but if you don't.. just proceed.. or close the browser window... i know some people don't like other people talking emotional things..== it's just life ok.. got happy, got sad... okie..... enough of that..=.='''' i am here just that.... it was 30th March 2013, if i am not mistaken... because that day, my exams have finished.. i am on semester break.. and yea... my parents brought my brothers and I to my uncle's house.... i went there... and when i reached.. i saw him....my heart hurts....why??? maybe it's because he is my favourite uncle.. and i saw his condition.. my nerve told me... he is getting worse... i kept praying and hoping... that he will be bette...
Read more

Pemanasan Global

Pemanasan Global Pemanasan global merupakan satu fenomena pemerangkapan gas yang dikenali sebagai gas rumah hijau yang mana kumpulan gas ini menghalang dan memerangkap haba bumi daripada terbebas keluar ke angkasa. Sifat kumpulan gas ini ialah membenarkan bahangan matahari menembusinya tetapi menghalang pembebasan semula bahangan bumi ke atmosfera. Contoh gas rumah hijau ialah karbon dioksida, karbon monoksida, kloroflorokarbon (CFC), metana, nitrogen oksida dan lain-lain. Kebiasaannya, fenomena pemanasan global dapat dirasai dengan lebih jelas di kawasan kutub utara dan selatan, kawasan pembangunan perindustrian, kawasan perbandaran dan banyak lagi tempat dunia. Punca-punca: Aktiviti perindustrian merupakan punca utama kepada fenomena pemanasan global. Pembakaran bahan api fosil seperti gas dan arang batu bagi menggerakkan mesin dan jentera telah mengeluarkan banyak gas rumah hijau terutamanya gas karbon dioksida. Semakin banyak gas karbon dioksida dihasilkan, semakin banyak haba yang...
Read more

2 days life..=P

Image
Yesterday was the terrible day..=( I was stuck in my bedroom.. Cant come out.. The door is lock..= = I force to open also cannot.. Aiyoo.. Lucky my brother helped me.. Also cannot.. Call daddy..cannot too..=( Then call uncle..who is my neighbour… Can oo..:) Cool…. I get locked and still my both brothers laughing..= = Lame…laugh at me… Hurmm..lol.. Actually I was fixing the reeling(hang clothes geh) Then..half way doing… My brother open the door.. OH MY GOODNESS… I thought locked.. Everytime I lock wan mar.. So I dunno lar.. My brother open till cannot.. I just stand there like a noob.. Hahaha.. Stupid thing.. I act smart..lol.. So…I say.. Ah gor..i try open… OH MY GOD… Cannot lar… I’m stuck..after like 1 hour can already… So yeah… Then… My eldest brother and uncle climb upstairs with a ladder.. Oh my goodness… Lucky they r safe.. Thank GOD.. =D now okie lor.. =) sorry that I nvr blog for so man days… I was sick… Sorry…=D Now I’m already recover… I’m yawning now.. But my eyes cant cl...
Read more