headache...='(

everytime i think too much, sure head pain wan..
don't know why these few days my stomach and head very pain...
why o... =(
i not enough rest or what???
is it i miss him too much??? =.=''
sometimes i got go to his profile, but nothing I can do. =(
haizz... why i still like him....
why and why......=.=''
can't i like other boys???
why my feelings still hold back???
aiyoo.... i don't know how to face relationship in future lorh...
what if i love a boy so much until cannot forget him???
if let's say that if i marry already..i have a husband..
if he is suddenly gone or divorce me.. what i will do???
how is my feelings??? ='(
i don't know... =(
i hope and wish that if i get a boyfriend and marry him in future..
i want him to love me, take me, cherish me for who am I forever...
together work hard, together play, together eat, together fight, together argue, together smile, together laugh, together cook... and whatever also together...
i want like that.... i don't want any negative things happen to me anymore.. ='(
so sad....
now i feel so different.. my head very pain..
i don't know why..is it i too tired???
should I sleep or continue do my work???
tomorrow i got resit test... what should i do.... =(
lost larh me... so sad.. ='(