i really hate this world..=(

why this world so cruel wan... =(
why so heartless... =(

whenever i say something about people,
they just can bad mouth me like that...
ever even think about my feelings first...
why like that de??? =(

whenever i want to talk to them,
they just use one word ( as though they don't want to talk to me) =(
why can't they use more words...=(
why like that de??? =(

whenever they need help only become so nice to me...
didn't know they are like that.... =(
when they don't need me, but i need them,
they don't even bother.. =(
why like that de???

i share around my things with people..
but what i got....i got nothing in return... =(
i ask help also no one help....=(
why like that de....???=(

people so selfish... i want to be selfish also cannot...
why i so generous de... =(
everything also say yes yes yes...
if i do abit cruel thing i feel so so so guilty.
and when i come back home,
i sure tell my mummy that i done wrong thing and go temple do good things...
why my heart like that de....
always so good... =(

people use me also i don't know.... =(
why i never realize wan..
people lie to me also i don't know...=(
i care people also they are just acting...
what they want from me actually... =(
they act to be good to me..
so that i act larh... why people all say i bad girl de...

why so cruel wan this world...
getting more cruel...day by day..=(
i don't know how to overcome my life...
i just very sad now... need to be alone...
i have many other problems also...

every problem come day by day..=(
why can't stop and give me peace wan....
i never do anything wrong also...
people hurt me, i got the right to talk...
release my feelings...
somemore want to bad mouth me..
somemore want to spread around... =(

so cruel this world...
don't know when i can get a true people around me...
the only true people were my family...
=( my parents.... they are getting old...
i want them to live longer.. =(
i really cannot live without them..
i don't know how to make decision..
i always follow their decision...
i want them..=(

hmm.. ='(

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