i wish i can

sometimes things change..
i wonder myself when i was young..
what i want to be when i grow up...
i thought of becoming a doctor...
because i can save people life.. but what...
i scare of blood when i getting older..don't know why..==
whenever i see blood, i sure run away.. lol..

then now i study accounting.. not my interest..
i wanted to be someone famous..
like singers.. but i dont know i can do it or not..
that's my interest..i wanted to write lyrics...
make people have fun and enjoy their life...
just that i don't know how to start.. ==

i wanted to end this course faster..
but the time go so slow...
since i meet this boy....
i suddenly like him so much..
i don't know why.. but i know we are not mean to  be together..
fate ran away....he might has a girlfriend now.. =(
or maybe single.. =) lol.. (so bad lorh me.. =P)
i know that... first feeling sure will remember the feeling....
i don't know when only i can forget him....
first come.. first feeling...
i watch a short drama.. it's maple story...
5 years... these boy and girl still cannot forget each other...
what about reality???
like me....??? can i forget him fast??? i don't know..
but my feelings said i need few years...
now i miss someone else...
my feelings is different now
but no matter what.. my feelings told me..
it takes few years to forget the boy who are really mean to me...hmmm...

so.. i thought of changing my life...
change everything.. so i can forget everything...
but i need to finish this course..
or i just quit and go for another career.
i don't want to stuck here..
i wish i can do it...
God bless me...
=)

tomorrow is my resit test..hopefully i can pass...
God bless me again...

take care =)

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