right or wrong decision???

i don't know whether i should do this or not...
it seems hard to do..
it seems easy to say... =.=''
but i am a bad decision maker...
so i don't know this is a right or wrong decision...=.=''
hmm... i thought of changing my life....
changing my life... as in don't play facebook anymore..
just see whether my friend got post anything in facebook...
like online for 5 minutes like that..
but it seems hard to do... (i told you that already)
hmm.... i used to online is msn messenger..
never had a facebook account before..
until my good friend told me that facebook was a good social network,
therefore, i made my mind to sign up.. =.=''
give it a try you know..lol.. but.. i didn't know it is so addictive..
haizz... my results were getting worst now..
i thought of changing my life..
not to play facebook anymore...i want to go back my past....
but my friends told me that going back to the past, means i am not ready for the present and future...
what should i do..=.=''
i just want to be a successful people....
where people will look up at me...
where i can earn more money..
so that i can support my family...
i really want to be a good and reliable people in future..
=( getting older and older... i don't know what i want to be...
yes,i want to concentrate on my studies..
but the thing is i have many problems now..
problems with friends and family.. problem is cannot forget a boy..
although he left my life, but sometimes he appears in my mind...
which i don't like it..=_=
nevermind.. i will be ok soon..
just that, i have to control myself.. don't play facebook so much..
and be expensive.. expensive as in what... keep myself busy... =o=''

hmm... well, it's weekend.. enjoy your weekend..
good night... got to go do my work...=)