how are you???

i wonder where are you now....
i don't blame you for leaving me just like that...
but i really want to know...
why i can't forget the feelings....
the feelings.. which is my feelings towards you...
i wonder why i still love you like quite deep.....=.=''
do you remember what day is today??? i mean yesterday...
over already... =.=''
it's our anniversary if you never leave me.. ='[

i just wonder why.....
why i still love you when you hurt me so badly...
why love is so pain....
since 19 years in my life... i never experience this hurt...
it's very depressing...
until cannot a person..
just a boy... why i cannot forget.... =(
why God??? why......
why YOU don't let me forget him???
he appears in my dream sometimes...
i can still hear his voice... calling me 'biiii'
why like that.... ='[
if he really don't love me anymore.. i cannot do anything..
i just have to let go.
i have tried so hard to let go him...
move on with my life... but things got worst..
he appears in my dream you know....
why like that... i don't want to dream of him...
sometimes i dream nightmare.. ='(
i don't know why.... since he is disappear in my world...
i still can see his image...
and i really miss him now......
why he must do to me like this....
when i still so love him........
not that i am emo now...
just that feelings want him back.......
no other boys treat me better than him..
i just want to find a boy can love me... know what i want....
and work hard together to success in our career...
then can build our life easily and happy together.... =3
i wish that... but why.... why GOD..... ='(

please lead me to a road....
i want to be a successful girl... graduate dearly...
and have a good relationship with the boy i love the most....
if i have a second chance.... i would treat him better....
just that we are long distance relationship....
i wonder why.................

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

It was him

When i posted 'it was him'.. you guys thinking ' the guy i loved???' lol.. nolarh.. =.='' not him.. xD just that...... ='( hmm... let me just slowly say here... it's quite sad message.. if you guys want to read then just read... thanks.. but if you don't.. just proceed.. or close the browser window... i know some people don't like other people talking emotional things..== it's just life ok.. got happy, got sad... okie..... enough of that..=.='''' i am here just that.... it was 30th March 2013, if i am not mistaken... because that day, my exams have finished.. i am on semester break.. and yea... my parents brought my brothers and I to my uncle's house.... i went there... and when i reached.. i saw him....my heart hurts....why??? maybe it's because he is my favourite uncle.. and i saw his condition.. my nerve told me... he is getting worse... i kept praying and hoping... that he will be bette...
Read more

Pemanasan Global

Pemanasan Global Pemanasan global merupakan satu fenomena pemerangkapan gas yang dikenali sebagai gas rumah hijau yang mana kumpulan gas ini menghalang dan memerangkap haba bumi daripada terbebas keluar ke angkasa. Sifat kumpulan gas ini ialah membenarkan bahangan matahari menembusinya tetapi menghalang pembebasan semula bahangan bumi ke atmosfera. Contoh gas rumah hijau ialah karbon dioksida, karbon monoksida, kloroflorokarbon (CFC), metana, nitrogen oksida dan lain-lain. Kebiasaannya, fenomena pemanasan global dapat dirasai dengan lebih jelas di kawasan kutub utara dan selatan, kawasan pembangunan perindustrian, kawasan perbandaran dan banyak lagi tempat dunia. Punca-punca: Aktiviti perindustrian merupakan punca utama kepada fenomena pemanasan global. Pembakaran bahan api fosil seperti gas dan arang batu bagi menggerakkan mesin dan jentera telah mengeluarkan banyak gas rumah hijau terutamanya gas karbon dioksida. Semakin banyak gas karbon dioksida dihasilkan, semakin banyak haba yang...
Read more

2 days life..=P

Image
Yesterday was the terrible day..=( I was stuck in my bedroom.. Cant come out.. The door is lock..= = I force to open also cannot.. Aiyoo.. Lucky my brother helped me.. Also cannot.. Call daddy..cannot too..=( Then call uncle..who is my neighbour… Can oo..:) Cool…. I get locked and still my both brothers laughing..= = Lame…laugh at me… Hurmm..lol.. Actually I was fixing the reeling(hang clothes geh) Then..half way doing… My brother open the door.. OH MY GOODNESS… I thought locked.. Everytime I lock wan mar.. So I dunno lar.. My brother open till cannot.. I just stand there like a noob.. Hahaha.. Stupid thing.. I act smart..lol.. So…I say.. Ah gor..i try open… OH MY GOD… Cannot lar… I’m stuck..after like 1 hour can already… So yeah… Then… My eldest brother and uncle climb upstairs with a ladder.. Oh my goodness… Lucky they r safe.. Thank GOD.. =D now okie lor.. =) sorry that I nvr blog for so man days… I was sick… Sorry…=D Now I’m already recover… I’m yawning now.. But my eyes cant cl...
Read more