bad things occur to me these few days

I wondered what was my luck these few days..

why it is so bad???

I want notes, but no one response to me…. =(

Then should I ask lecturer to give me??? But how??

I scare she/he will scold me.. haizz..

Then.. if he/she asked me.. tell courserep.. if I say he ignored me.. then how???

I scare problem occurs… =___=||

So.. I don’t know what to do… I send fb message to them.. but no one response.. I really need the notes to study… it’s already 2 weeks… going to be 3 weeks..

I really hope juniors can be cooperative… =o=’’

Kids these days never respect elderlies… it’s just so sad.. =_____=||

that day I remembered it was on Saturday..

I went out with my family… then when my daddy went to find lift, he told us to wait upstairs…

And also I told daddy that, ‘ go down there, maybe got lift…’

I didn’t realize that pushing the trolley down the elevator can drop..

So when my brother came up and told my mother and I that ‘we can go’

Then somehow, something tells me ‘go go go’

My another side said ‘noooo don’t…’

Then somehow I just walk while pushing the trolley…

It’s like something pushing me… I didn’t realize what I have done.. =___=||

Then mummy said ‘wait girl wait….’

I ignored and push… I feel like something wrong…

The moment I went to elevator… it’s too late…

I told my brother to immediately go in front to support the trolley..

But he was stubborn.. then I realize what I did was wrong..

End up, I fall on top of the elevator and my leg knock under the trolley…

My head slight knock the elevator stairs which made my hands pain..

Because I used my hands to protect my head….

Seriously… my leg…right leg… until now still pain.. I can feel it.. =(

My right head also very pain… but I keep telling myself..

This will not happen again.. and make sure I won’t get any accident again..

I was shocked.. but of course didn’t shout.. lolzz….

Okieee… that’s all… that day I was alright.. just my right leg was injured… and my head slight pain… =___=||

Today which is 15/5/2013.. I went to college, but when I stop at wangsa maju station, I was still in my sleeping mood because listening music makes me feel like I’m in heaven.. lol…. Haha… =P xD… then I was walking and walking across the brigde..

I only saw one rapidbus.. so I was rushing… the bus was very packed… but I still forced myself to go in, because I scare late for class since it’s 7.55am..(my class starts at 8am) it will be okie if I’m late 5 minutes.. but I don’t want more.. I’m a punctual person.. lol…=P

Sooo…. When I entered the bus… I started scanning my lrt card… and the driver started to moved…. My instinct told me that ‘something will happen’ but somehow something pulling to look at the screen… but I refused…. My head was very pain.. I didn’t know what to do…the moment I saw the driver could handle the steering(which is he cannot turn properly), I started to feel scare but stay clam… then look towards the door… I wanted to jump out.. but the door was already closed.. then I have no choice…. I knew something bad will happen… but it’s too late… the bus keep moving in front and in front… end up, bang the bus in front… oh my god… the glass break with a big impact..and I was so in front… many glasses poke my head… this is what happened… the moment the bus couldn’t control, the bus go in front and in front… I know ‘it’ will happen.. I quickly turn my head to the another side… but still got quite badly hurt.. =( my head injured.. quite serious.. because until now… I mean now.. my head condition is still very pain… and my hands has clashes… but thank God, because my face was safe.. if I’m slow..the glass will poke my face.. =( lucky that my reaction was fast…so then, we went down the bus, and go for another bus..

And you know what.. I didn’t know that my friends are looking for me… oh my god.. I feel so bad.. I really didn’t know they were there.. but I was with another friend.. and she told me to go in the bus…

So… that’s it…

Now my condition… you want to know???

I only can say that I’m worry about my brain and my inner head… it’s very pain…

Well.. I hope tomorrow will be okie…I hope God is with me.. nothing happen to me anymore.. I really hope everything will be okiee…. I just need time to cure.. and more rest.. maybe I can’t study for these few days.. because if I study.. my head will be more pain.. and might cause my brain to stop function due to the pains and affections… sad.. =(

Well.. I got to sleep now…. If my head still hurts tomorrow night.. I will tell daddy to bring me clinic to check… since Friday I have only lectures, no tutorial classes…

Good nights… I hope you guys careful too… =)