i got feelings!! get what i meant!!
1st, i do things got reason...
well... my long lost friend..(we are no longer friends)
i saw her in the bus just now... 27/5/2013.. i wanted to say hi to her...
but i don't want... why i don't want.... because she is the one who blocked me in fb, thinking that she shouldn't friend me.. and also smsing me non-sense... (what non-sense???) saying that i'm blaming them for getting emo.. and whatsoever... the main thing is i don't like her bf... okiee.. i'm done...
blame yourself... because i still want to friend you... but you made this decision.. if you want to talk to me,sorry. i don't want.. because you are not my true friend...
true friends share, argue, and do everything together...
no matter what they do, they are still friends...
what you did to me???
removing me as a daughter, then after that removing,even block me in fb..
what can i do??? you don't even care my feelings...
okiee... fine...so i saw you.. and act as i don't know you..
it's fair right???
think properly...
2nd..i'm referring this to everyone...
those who want to help, help...but those who don't want to help, then go away.. i don't need your help..
i have many options.. if i can't do option 1, i will go for option 2.. if not, option 3.. but if i'm lacking of ideas... i will sit and think what to do next...don't say that i'm arrogant... i can settle things on my own... just that i need true friends who can help me sincerely.. if you just help just like that, it's okiee.. maybe i don't feel it.. but sometimes i do... okiee..i'm done.. enough...
i have 2 phrase... no, then don't do it.. yes, then do it...
one more is you are happy, then come, you are sad, then go....
3rd... all awhile.. i was thinking of playing instruments...but my parents told me accounting course can get a better future.. fine i listen to them... 1st year, one of my good friends told me that my academic is getting weaker.. so she was suggesting me to change course.. but i refused.. why??? because of my parents sick.... if i want to change course.. what course i want to take??? animator???( make cartoon dramas, or whatsoever) or either taking up music???
they let??? in my dreams they let... i told them i wanted something different.. my interest.. they refuse to listen.. fine.. everytime i listen to them.. they still want to scold me..
do they even care of my feelings??? they told me that i don't care about their feelings.. thinking that, i keep doing things for my own sick... never think about others... =____=''' seriously... i do care for them...
but why they are treating me like this... it's not fair... even my brother gave up studies... he was weaker than me.. he couldn't take it anymore... i understood him earlier... but things getting worse day by day...
i also thought of giving up of studies... but i don't want to destroy my future... and most importantly... i don't want to waste my time studying for nothing(didn't get certificate i meant) and also, wasting parents money...
you see.. i care for them right??? sometimes i even buy lunch for them... everything i do, are for their sick..
i just can't understand what they really want...
lastly.. i just hope everyone knows how i feel..
please don't hurt me... i have feelings....
if you want to hurt me... then put yourself in other's shoes,
see how it feels.. then you can do it if you are not hurt.. =)
remember.. always put yourself in other people's shoes..
then you know how it feels...
be a feeling-ing people.. not feeling-less.... ^___^
lol.. i know no such words..but i'm doing it..=P
okiee... got to do revision.. then sleep.. good nights.. =)
well... my long lost friend..(we are no longer friends)
i saw her in the bus just now... 27/5/2013.. i wanted to say hi to her...
but i don't want... why i don't want.... because she is the one who blocked me in fb, thinking that she shouldn't friend me.. and also smsing me non-sense... (what non-sense???) saying that i'm blaming them for getting emo.. and whatsoever... the main thing is i don't like her bf... okiee.. i'm done...
blame yourself... because i still want to friend you... but you made this decision.. if you want to talk to me,sorry. i don't want.. because you are not my true friend...
true friends share, argue, and do everything together...
no matter what they do, they are still friends...
what you did to me???
removing me as a daughter, then after that removing,even block me in fb..
what can i do??? you don't even care my feelings...
okiee... fine...so i saw you.. and act as i don't know you..
it's fair right???
think properly...
2nd..i'm referring this to everyone...
those who want to help, help...but those who don't want to help, then go away.. i don't need your help..
i have many options.. if i can't do option 1, i will go for option 2.. if not, option 3.. but if i'm lacking of ideas... i will sit and think what to do next...don't say that i'm arrogant... i can settle things on my own... just that i need true friends who can help me sincerely.. if you just help just like that, it's okiee.. maybe i don't feel it.. but sometimes i do... okiee..i'm done.. enough...
i have 2 phrase... no, then don't do it.. yes, then do it...
one more is you are happy, then come, you are sad, then go....
3rd... all awhile.. i was thinking of playing instruments...but my parents told me accounting course can get a better future.. fine i listen to them... 1st year, one of my good friends told me that my academic is getting weaker.. so she was suggesting me to change course.. but i refused.. why??? because of my parents sick.... if i want to change course.. what course i want to take??? animator???( make cartoon dramas, or whatsoever) or either taking up music???
they let??? in my dreams they let... i told them i wanted something different.. my interest.. they refuse to listen.. fine.. everytime i listen to them.. they still want to scold me..
do they even care of my feelings??? they told me that i don't care about their feelings.. thinking that, i keep doing things for my own sick... never think about others... =____=''' seriously... i do care for them...
but why they are treating me like this... it's not fair... even my brother gave up studies... he was weaker than me.. he couldn't take it anymore... i understood him earlier... but things getting worse day by day...
i also thought of giving up of studies... but i don't want to destroy my future... and most importantly... i don't want to waste my time studying for nothing(didn't get certificate i meant) and also, wasting parents money...
you see.. i care for them right??? sometimes i even buy lunch for them... everything i do, are for their sick..
i just can't understand what they really want...
lastly.. i just hope everyone knows how i feel..
please don't hurt me... i have feelings....
if you want to hurt me... then put yourself in other's shoes,
see how it feels.. then you can do it if you are not hurt.. =)
remember.. always put yourself in other people's shoes..
then you know how it feels...
be a feeling-ing people.. not feeling-less.... ^___^
lol.. i know no such words..but i'm doing it..=P
okiee... got to do revision.. then sleep.. good nights.. =)
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