i must be direct.. =(

sometimes i just don't understand people feelings...
why they can't put their shoes into others??? =(
can't they understand how it feels when it hurts???
or they don't realize the hurt inside???
well... I would like to say that i'm easily hurt..
yes, it's true... but I just don't know why I'm being hurt continuously..
I don't know whether I'm too sensitive or it's true that people not purposely hurt me..
I didn't know that sometimes I talked to my friends..
I loved playing with them, but sometimes I play too much with them..
they will just ignore me for good.. =(
do you know how it feels???
I loved chatting with my friends but sometimes talking with them too much,
they will also ignore me for good...=(
some of my friends.. I treated them as my good friend and best friend..
can't they feel it???
or maybe i'm too naïve that I should just ignore???
my brother told me that just do the positive way...
I was thinking that if my friends or anyone ignore my message,
I just talking to myself, or talking to wall...

sometimes it's better to be alone..
that's why sometimes in college...
I loved being alone.. no hurt at all..
if with friends. sometimes can hurt...
I just want someone to understand me well..
why no one can understand my feelings??
why.. why this world so cruel??? =(
I didn't do bad things...
unless they are being selfish, I will be one of that too..
but I will feel wrong...
unless they ignore me, I will be one of that too..
but I will also feel wrong in the way of it..

I just couldn't understand..
all my feelings are very down..
I want up and up...
please.. =(
don't ever hurt me..
put your words on other people shoes...
show me.. tell me... ask me.... how it feels???
let me know the answer..
hurt or not hurt???

=(
*sigh* I just couldn't take it anymore...
I'm just very innocent...
need a kind people.. as long as kind. I don't care how it looks, size, or whatsoever..
just one word.... 'KIND' (from the true heart)

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