happy happy...

okieesss... first of all.. i have many things to release out..
many many things... which i keep thinking yesterday...
i.. actually don't like people ignore me when i ask questions..
because it's like i'm being embarrass... >___<''
i... actually don't like people ignore me when i'm near to them..
because i don't like to be alone... T__T
i... actually want attention whenever i'm around people...
because i want joy... =')
i... actually kind of very sensitive about friendship...
because i scare they will leave me for good...
i... actually kind of very sensitive in relationship too..
because if i really love that person, i want that person always look at me first...
i... actually very jealous when my best friend be with another one... it's like treating me as 2nd person..
i don't know whether she treated me as best friend or not...
i also very jealous in relationship...
i don't like that person i loved talks to another girl.. the girl who got feelings for him...
or just a girl who friendly with him.. because i scare and afraid... scare of what??? scare he will leaves me.. afraid of what??? afraid of nightmares...
i... do things... got reasons....
it's not whether i lie or what..
i guess.. no one could ever understand me.. (sigh)
i just want to know that... i hope that my life will change..
get a good grades in exams... if not.. follow my own way of success....
and also be with my family...
and also get a boy who really wants to spend with me whole life..until we die..
if we die also.. i hope next world, we will be together....
i am just too sensitive.... that's my real character...
when i got angry, it's because i want attention...
okieess..
that's about me for now...

now.. i'm going to tell about my day with my friend..
we watched despicable me 3D.. woohoo..
it was fun, but it seems that i want more..
it's okiee.. that was enough..
want pictures??? can also...but later???
hehe..my exam is around the corner..
after this exam.. i'm going to finish up my dramas..
and do revision... if can.. i want to write lyrics too..
make sure i can do it... ^___^'
and also... i was about to celebrate my 2nd brother birthday...
i hope he can success in his life.. =..=''
hehe...
happy day... went out to tesco for buying groceries...
hmm... during dinner... my god.. lol..
i ordered mee udon..but no more.. =___=''
so end up ordered luo shi fun.. sorry i'm english educated.. couldn't spell properly.. haha...
okiee.. that's all for today..
going to do my work.. but before that... i'm soooo happppiiieee that i did wrote a lyrics.. i followed a music.. teehee. maybe i try to record and sing... when if free.. hopefully people like...=P hehe....
okieeesssss........ =)
bieeeeee...
be right back some day.. teehee... =D

good nights.. it's past 12am already... ^.^

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